.Mae Ling.

Frozen in time

2011-11-29T03:36:00.000+08:00

Just need to get this out.

November 24, 2011 will be a day I hope to remember for as long as I can.
Until now I don't know if you meant it to be an actual date or not. But thank you very much, it was my first simple and cliched date. Dinner and then a late night movie. Thank you for being the gentleman that you are. You didn't disappoint at all (:

And I hope you'll find a better girl because I think I'm so so so, very close to edge of falling already. It won't do any of us any good.

vor v zakone

2011-09-10T19:11:00.000+08:00

Just finished watching Eastern Promises (2007) and right now, I'm extremely fascinated by the vor v zakone ("thieves of law") tattoos that russian mafias have on their body. So intrigued with how a tattoo actually tells their rank, their past, their convictions, their story. So fascinating.

"An idle mind is the devil's workshop"

2011-01-20T17:35:00.001+08:00

I like being at home when it's quiet and I hate being around in the evenings because the noise kills me. It's always a 'shout here, shout there' situation.
Personally, I like the peace and quiet. It's perfect for some thinking and whatnot. ~~But someday, I'm going to miss all these noise.~~

Escape

2010-12-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

Exams are over and I think I'm supposed to be free for awhile. I mean, high school's over man. It's the end! So yeah, I'll probably come back and update this blog whenever I'm free. Right now, I just need to live by the moments, catch up on movies and series ~~and pick a damn course and a college to attend.~~

and I'm thinking of removing the playlist, so yay! no more annoying music whenever you read. Only, I'll get to it when I'm free... or in the mood. heh.
And I admit, I love my Tumblr more, so obviously, my Tumblr will always be updated, compared to here. ;)

Spilled

2010-10-05T01:20:00.004+08:00

For the past few days, or weeks, or past month, I've been doing a lot of thinking. They're thoughts on nothing in particular, more like random thoughts. Stray thoughts. Recently, there seems to be many things that act as triggers. Funny how someone else's longing gaze could leave me thinking about my future. Or how my grandmother's cough( in her sleep?) in the middle of the night could leave me thinking about how I haven't been the granddaughter that I used to be. Basically, a lot of random events/objects could leave me deep in my thoughts. These things trigger thoughts.

Perhaps somewhere along this year, or maybe it was sometime before but I only noticed it now, I lost some emotions. The truth is, I just haven't felt in a long while. It's a bit like being lost, not knowing what to do. Very often, I wonder how is it that I can feel so empty. How is that actually possible? How can you actually feel empty inside?

And I used to be so sure of what I want to do with my life. What I want in my life. But lately, that's just not the case. I have been so fickle-minded lately that it scares me. Just thinking about the future scares me. But in the end, the choices I will have to make will ultimately have to be based on two things, however much or little, the two things still matter. In the end, it will still be whether I would pick "passion" or "security". So far, one can only exist without the other. So I'm still left with the one important question : which is more important to me?

And you know what scares me the most? This lost feeling. Not knowing what to do, what to think, what to choose. I feel like whatever lays ahead of me is just a vast emptiness. It's all gray. Nothing is clear, nothing is known. I suppose it's a bit like a blank canvas, it's up to me how it ends up as. Only, in life there's undoing things. You can't just throw the canvas away and start afresh, can you?
But yet I'm still not quite lost. 'Cause I know that I have a great bunch of friends that matter. They do things for me that I am entirely grateful of. I guess you could say that I traded away one in exchange for all of my old friendships back. And the truth is, I don't regret it a bit. In fact, if things hadn't turn out the way they are now, I might actually regret instead. I actually feel free now. In a way, it's a chance to mend old friendships. Those that had fallen out. So, don't you think it's a good deal? Personally, I think it's great. I've missed a lot of people.

Do you get the whole point of this? I'm not too sure I do actually. Maybe I should lay off thinking! it kind of makes me sound suicidal, haha.

GaGa vs. Potter

2010-09-04T22:37:00.001+08:00

got it from here!

Dreaming out loud

2010-09-01T17:25:00.003+08:00

Exams sucked badly. And tomorrow's not gonna get better either. Forget it, I'm packing my bags and leaving for Hogwarts!

heartless

2010-08-12T22:13:00.001+08:00

Just read a short article on Matthew Shepard. A guy who was brutally beaten on October 7, 1998 and was pronounced dead a few days later. All because he was gay.

Seriously, it is things like these that reminds me of the ugly side of people. Just a small matter of someone being homosexual can bring out so much ugliness from another person, don't you find it bothersome? 'cause I really do. Or maybe it's just the shitty day affecting my thinking

it's bugging me!

2010-08-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

I don't get how Korean bands can sing and dance so well at the same time. Maybe their moves are simple but heck, from my untrained eyes, they look complex and pro.

just a thought.

Cambodia! ;)

2010-07-17T00:42:00.027+08:00

selected few photos I took while on a trip to Siem Reap, Cambodia.

I love that place, it's so different from KL and it's just, amazing!

Draft beer for only 50 cents! mad cheap :D

say "AHHH"

the kids there ( those who live at river/ lake) are such pros at handling snakes and jumping from one moving boat to another!

at the silk farm

these are silk too! (:

from a cultural show, a traditional wedding. The guy was picked from the crowd to be the "groom". Everybody loved him 'cause he was such a sport and he was all smiles!

and there you go, my favourite photo of all! Doesn't matter that it's slightly blur, I just love it (:

There will be more to come! As soon as I can find some time to breathe

photos are © by me . so, don't steal ;)

Summer Pop Medley

2010-07-10T19:07:00.000+08:00

this is so good. Do watch it! (:

Because Ne-Yo is singing of a Beautiful Monster

2010-06-27T22:25:00.004+08:00

I feel empty. Too empty. ~~So empty that it scares me.~~

on another note, meet my brother whom so many people never knew I had (:

Everything In Transit

2010-06-23T18:08:00.001+08:00

Went Cambodia over the holidays and personally, I like that place a lot!
Truth be told, I don't think Siem Reap is really as dirty as people say/think. In fact, maybe KL is more dirty?
Siem Reap is just dusty, that's all. At least the air there isn't that polluted (:

I'll post some pictures up soon i guess

and you know, the dance steps in Justin Bieber's "Somebody To Love"(ft. Usher) is actually better than his previous videos. Most of the dancers are actually pretty cool

And I can't wait for next week! When I get to jog on the threadmill during my therapy sessions! :D

Next Time You Point A Finger, I'll Point You To The Mirror

2010-06-15T21:56:00.001+08:00

Z.E.A.L - Zealous Energy Augments Leadership.

That's the theme for this year's Multiple District Leo Forum.

I've got to admit this year's Leo Forum was actually quite good! not that it's that surprising, considering the people behind it.

but yes, this year's food is actually better than last year's.
The hotel was way better than last year's. Basically, it was more organized this time around.

and we won 17 awards! :D

What I love best was our hotel room! 7 of us girls shared a room but it was a huge room. really huge. Even our TV was bigger ;D haha
oh! there was also the Fellowship Night where we were all required to wear a hat. I love my leopard printed fedora ;) and gosh, the music was quite good and halfway through onwards, after Baki Zainal was there, a bunch of us decided to go along with the crowd and so we made our way to the front section(as front as we could get) and sang along and everything. It was so fun! :D
Beatboxer Shawn Lee was amazing! and Dina! and everybody else!

okay, i gtg now. need to pack.
But overall, it was a job well done.
I'm very tempted to join one of the many Omega Clubs next year. (:

With love <3

Light Up The Sky

2010-06-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

I love going for physiotherapy. (for now at least) It makes me feel fit/healthy! and it's a sure 'thing' that my stupid leg will start going back to normal (:
Which is why I can't wait to go for another session tomorrow!

This is random but yeah, I love the people who have attended to me at the both hospital that I went to. Seriously, the nurses and the doctors are such nice people. I mean, they have to attend to so many people everyday and yet they can still be so nice and kind and friendly. Fascinating how they move about and behave. They really are such soft spoken people. Okay, maybe not soft spoken, that just makes them sound weak. But yeah, they speak to use in such a calm and comforting manner, it really does wonders. Went I fell and went to the hospital (Damansara Specialist), from the moment I stepped in there, I felt like I was in good hands. The nurses were really such nice people. They maybe just doing their job at taking care of the patients but they sure do a good job at it! You have no idea how panicked I was in the car (because well, my knee was extremely swollen and I could move my kneecap so bloody easily) but then the 1st nurse I met just made me feel like everything was going to be okay.
And the doctors! I only met 2 doctors that day but ohmyword, they are such funny people! :D
Their great sense of humour just made things sound less scary. Heck, I only realised how serious it was after I got home! Both doctors made me laugh when in truth, a;; I really wanted to do was to cry.

and then physiotherapy! (another hospital) Gosh, the guy and the girl there were really friendly too. How can I not warm up to them after everything? ( they said I was the 1st patient to actually count and the 1st to laugh at one of the therapy! Made me feel so special ;D ) hahaha. I'm a sucker for a kind word ;)

I feel good :)

My Beautiful Rescue!

2010-06-07T22:14:00.001+08:00

Forgive my hiatus. At least now I'm back! (:

Where do I start? Right, I'm updating because Ching, Juin, and Rae said I should. (and secretly, I want to)
So I've been MIA for about a month and trust me, loads of things happened.

First things first, Copeland's concert! Maybe it should be called a gig instead because the crowd really wasn't that big. So I went for the gig with Jen and Stan, and they had to wait for me for a long while. (haha. sorry bros)
We waited for so long. If I'm not mistaken, it was supposed to start at 3 and I arrived around 3.30, i think. and we waited till 4 something and they still weren't done yet. It was in the Bentley auditorium and we could hear the opening acts jamming and whatnot.
So yes, we couldn't take it anymore and decided to feed our stomachs instead and so we walked over to Ikea. We had hotdogs and ice-cream. yumm (:
we went back to Bentley's and the crowd was only starting to get in the auditorium. gosh. that was around 5?
Yeah. The opening acts were local bands. Some good, some not so good. OH yeah! halfway through the opening acts, we sneaked downstairs to the press conference! That was the first time I saw their faces. I mean, like seriously registered their faces in. haha. We went back upstairs and finally, the moment we have been waiting for : Copeland's turn. It was so good. They were AMAZING. no joke. They were phenomenal. It was breathtaking. I really couldn't believe that I was watching them live. That a band so great yet not too known would actually be there before my eyes. They're just so freaking talented and it just makes my heart break to think that that gig was part of their Farewell Tour (they're disbanded now). Went home so late but I got them to sign a poster :D
Small concert, small crowd, amazing band, brilliant music. And there you go, the best thing on earth. I felt as if my life was complete! Words could barely describe how I felt but that was the best 2 hours of my life.
I'll tell you something extra : the concert ticket was a birthday gift from Stan and Jen. Awesome, no? ;)

So that was the 9th of May, I think.

Next up : The downfall of yours truly! (11th of May)

It all happened during Commerce class, in the lecture theatre. I knocked into one of the chairs and that was how it all started. To put it simply, I fell. The funny part would be the way I fell, or the process of it, from the moment I knocked the chair until the moment my knee hit the ground. Seriously, you could ask anyone in the lecture theatre, the way I fell was hilarious. Let's just call it "The Fall"* for now, okay?

*"The Fall" refers to the way I fell.

Yeah, so practically the whole form heard about "The Fall" even before I did. All i knew/remembered was knocking into the chair and my knee hitting the ground. The rest was a blur. Maybe it was the hit in the head that made it all a blur. I even needed Gwen and Ben to reenact the whole thing for me! Hilarious. As Maxine and Sylvia put it : "You fell like a pinball!"

The bright side of the whole thing was : I'm not actually taking Commerce class so I didn't miss anything that day. haha.

So what's the big deal about this whole "fall"? Well, for starters, I tore the ligament of my left knee. I had to use crutches, and an ultra fat knee brace(am still using it). and it hurts like crap, though not so much now. I can't walk fast, I can't walk the stairs like a normal person (not yet. soon, baby, soon), etc etc. Sucks to be me. Seriously, how would you like having your knee feeling 'loose'?
The first week was hell. It was beyond painful. It was a killer pain! My knee was so swollen, it was depressing.
Actually, I think I was close to tearing, if not already torn, my ligament few years back. 2 years back during a basketball game. I just landed and kind of twisted my knee. At least it felt like it. but that wasn't as bad as this. I mean, I went back to walking normally after a few days! occasionally I'd still get that little shift in the joints but nothing really bad. But this time round, it was so bad I couldn't even put any weight on it at first. ( I hopped, jumped, and dragged my way down to the sickbay. Lol)
But anyhow, thank you to everyone who helped me that day! From calling my parents, to comforting me, to getting my stuff and everything else, Thanks (:

After that incident, there was the exams. Sucks. There's no need for any further elaboration on that. It was a nightmare.

There! A relatively long post! It should be enough to make up for the long absence (:

Copeland is : The. Best. Ever.

2010-05-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

Doing my homework and looking for the EST articles now. While waiting for them to load, I just have to say this : Copeland was so bloody amazing!

Honestly, I have just fallen so much more in love with them. They were so good and I really want to blog all about today here but yeah. Kinda have loads to do already so yeah. Another day I guess!

Happy Mother's Day! (:
(I'm not exactly late if you read it from a different time zone ;) )

yours truly took a fall today

2010-05-05T21:42:00.004+08:00

I want to witness a flash mob! preferably a flash mob dance! :D

Her name is Alice

2010-04-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

When I grow up, I want to be rich and then I'll open up a GK retail store and have unlimited supply of GK apparel! (;

okay, that's all. Waiting to watch desperate housewives (:

I AM ALIVE! :D

2010-04-19T22:38:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOO! I'm back ;)
My computer is back and now I'm a happy person! :D
though, it's really slow. Kind of. So it's making it hard for me to download stuff. but heck, I'm just glad my computer's back! and now I can sync my ipod! Happy happy happy!
and it's amazing how I've been MIA for almost a month yet there are still people visiting this lousy blog of mine! haha. I love you, whoever you are, wherever you are (:

okay, I really should get going and finish up some homework. I SHOULD.

Computer is still dead & the iPod won't let me type anything other than title >=(

2010-04-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

Bring on the K-dramas!

2010-03-19T22:05:00.001+08:00

I love Johnny Depp as the Mad Hatter.

Anyway, finished watching Boys Over Flowers, the korean version, and now I just feel like getting more korean dramas to watch!

you know, considering how my posts are so short these days, maybe I should just switch to tumblelog permanently, then I don't have to feel so bad about posting short entries!

---
Won't say much about Leo Camp except that a few people really deserve to be thanked and I hope they know who they are. A few of them really helped out a lot, they were there when I needed help the most. So if the camp was successful (from the participants' point of view, that is), they really deserved to be thanked. (:

I'm a sucker for a kind word

2010-03-07T14:09:00.001+08:00

haha. I DO know Aerosmith's Dream On! there you go, a whole year to thinking I didn't know that song!

you're making it so hard for me. I thought you didn't want things to go back to the way it was last year?

so happy I could die!

2010-03-02T19:21:00.001+08:00

Forget about March or April! I want May! :D

I am so bored :O

2010-02-18T00:02:00.002+08:00

Shan

music telegram, baby!

guess who? (;

don't you agree with me that the "5 megapixel" written at the back of my phone is a big lie? >:(

I can hear Fran Fine's voice on TV

2010-02-17T18:57:00.002+08:00

Ever felt like closing down your blog or deleting it only to find that you can't bring yourself to do it because well, you just have too many wonderful memories stored in it? Things you want to remember for life.
---
okay, I lost my train of thoughts on that one so never mind that.

- this blog needs a new template
- I need to upload the photos I took
- I should blog more often

OHH! the sister had some friends over just now and so my brother and I were playing monopoly with Anna and Michelle. (I so need to BRAG bout this!) We played the Disney version (bought it in S'pore!) and I managed to build a "Castle"(that's a hotel) and well, everytime they land there they had to pay 1,275 monopoly dollars! So I was rich rich rich while Anna and my bro went poor poor poor! haha. Epic. :D

okay, I feel like watching School Of Rock now. such a sad person for having not watched it yet and everybody keeps saying how good it is ):

can you believe how Jason Derulo has to sing his name before every song during his concerts? Lol.

You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
Based on your body language, your shoddy cursive Ive been reading
You're style is quite selective though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is

Hello Hurricane

2010-02-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

Just read that Kelly Clarkson will be performing here in April!

Today felt so much like a Friday and I can't wait for the holidays to begin

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Had this page open for over half an hour and I'm still stuck as to what to update about. This sucks ):

OH! PHOTO! :D
Ta-da!

Think maybe I'll do what Gwen suggested and start adding my (beloved) name into my pictures! copyrights man (:

and I cannot wait for April! The Malaysian Super Series will be then! and then, and then, later on in the year we have the F1!!! sexy super bikes! ;)

and speaking of photos, I feel having a photoshoot for people man. Gotta see how well I'll fair in it (:

But as usual, it'll be all talk and no show. As if i'll really organize a photoshoot -.-

Are we going down or will we fly?

2010-02-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

At the moment, I have a million other things to do. A million other more important things to do but sometimes, we just have to drop it aside right? so here I am!

I've got a lotta things to do tonight
I'm so sick of making lists
Of things I'll never finish

Okay, let's make this as short and sweet as possible. (:
Last week has been a hectic one! What with the School/ Leo's UN Day on Friday, Interact's Cross-Country on Saturday morning and Leo's Charity Dinner on Saturday night. and all the staying-backs! Busy busy busy.

Glad it's over now and I'd say the Charity Dinner went pretty well (the 2 sketch performance was good enough, no? ). The dances and everything. So now, no more skipping lunch breaks for practises!

For UN Day, our class didn't make enough to cover our cost, that means we made loses, but still, we decided to donate half of the money made! :D
Didn't really walk around much so can't say how well the whole thing went but I reckon it was pretty successful.
and I wore and Indian costume (Thanks Dhivya!) it was a shade of light blue! :D

okay, Jogathon. They used Curse of Curves during the warm-ups! (haha)
Spent the whole time walking with Shan. haha. We talked and talked and talked, all the way from the start till the end. It was fun. (thanks shan (: )

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder

So what if it's so 2009?! >=D

2010-02-01T21:46:00.003+08:00

I finally watched Avatar! 3D! hahaha. Kinda think that maybe it'd be better in 2D. probably clearer. but still, awesome movie! haha.
Watched it today with Weekii, Giselle, and Yeetheng! Still can't believe it, after all these months, I've finally watched it! I've been so outdated! Lol ;D

dear friend, don't stray too far alright?

2nd of Feb : Eddie's birthday (: Hope you'll have a great one!

This headache is killing me

2010-01-30T22:23:00.001+08:00

Dear you,

Nothing to do? Then go on facebook's Canon Camera(Malaysia) and then vote for my entry!

All you need to do is be a fan of the group(if you aren't already one) and then look for Canon EOS Contest. Over there, pick the "automotive" theme and then look for my entry(it's the MotorGP one posted here months ago) and vote! If you like that photo then rate it 5 stars pleaseee. But even if you think it sucks, just rate it! okay? Love you guys!

* while you're at it, you can go vote for Calvin Chew's entry under "Expressions"

** and don't worry, if you hate Canon just be a fan for awhile and vote for my entry and then un-fan yourself :D

Love,

Me.

Sent my dad and my sis to the airport yesterday. After that, mumsie sent me for literature tuition. The traffic was so horrible I was late for about 40 minutes and ended up having less than half an hour of class. didn't get to go blg's concert btw

Speaking of my dad, he just told me yesterday that my camera's jammed up. I choose to believe he spoiled it! Murder on first degree/ Murder with intention! ~~yea right. he's got a way better camera than mine!~~ and he'd only be able to sent it to be fixed on Wednesday, at the earliest. I hope it'll be done by Thursday. Supposed to use it for UN Day on Friday! ): ~~Nvm, at least I still have the 450D around! ;)~~

and guess what, I heard that Kris Allen will be performing here on the 8th of February. That's a Tuesday, school night. Meaning, there's no way I'm gonna get to go.

Show me chaos.

2010-01-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

Jen said to check out Bjork but he also warned that she's "weird". Boy, was he serious.

Friday is so close. Time passes so fast, it's not even funny.

Clocks

2010-01-24T23:26:00.001+08:00

"Life is for midnight kisses, strange adventures, midnight swims and rambling coversations."

Well, it's just too bad I still can't swim. lol

I love nostalgia. I love Tigger.

The Resistance

2010-01-24T16:08:00.001+08:00

I think this blog has way too much about BLG. So, new topics!

#1 : When in doubt, bring out the vanilla ice-cream.
#2 : I miss you guys already
#3 : Check out Elise's photos. Photoject or her Project 365 or just her blog iteself! Awesome photos.
#4 : Dehydration is bad
#5 : When life shows you 2 paths, toss a coin.

And maybe someday we'll figure all this out

Try to put an end to all our doubts

Try to find a way to make things better now that

Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud

We'll be better off somehow, someday

Lost in the sea of sound

2010-01-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

29th Januray 2010. Nokia Music Malaysia. Boys Like Girls, Khalil Fong, Aizat, DJ Nikky, DJ Goldfish. Friday.
I'll be having literature class near the concert venue. it must be a sign! ;D

Seriously. I have tried getting tickets from Hitz.fm (yes, I can be that lifeless), only to lose to some girl named May Yen(or however you spell it. btw, my sis's name is mae yan.). and then the next day, another girl named May won it. and according to Kyew, another girl named Ling won it too. So on Friday I was thinking, "it's definitely my turn!". So Natalie said she'll give out the tickets around 7pm. So at 7, i was multi-tasking ( radio, called Juin, did lit hw) only to hear Natalie say something about Jin wanting to be the one to give out the last pair of tickets (so that means 8 something pm) well, my class was from 8 till 9pm. So there went my chance to get the tickets!
So I finished tuition around 9.10pm or so. Went in my dad's car and Black Eyed Peas was playing. and immediately AFTER that song, there was the que-to-sms. and I was leaning so close to the speakers to check if I heard wrongly, that my dad was wondering what's up with me. whoop! there went the last tickets!
thank goodness the girl who won wasnt anyone with the same name as me.

Juin and Rae left for Aussie already. Ching's leaving tonight. Have fun and take care guys!

Arrogant boy,

Love yourself so no one has to

They're better off without you.

Arrogant boy,

Cause a scene like you're supposed to

They'll fall asleep without you

You're lucky if your memory remains.

Boston

2010-01-18T21:21:00.005+08:00

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Kiss N Tell

2010-01-10T19:13:00.040+08:00

Okay, a short one!

2nd & 3rd of January 2010 : Juin's Surprise Party! Sleepover and Juin's Birthday.

We got Juin's mum to help us out and planned a surprise party for her. Our plan went perfectly well but in a way, we sort of failed but that's another story. So yes, Juin, Wei Jun, Zhi Yang, and Qing Wei went out to MV in the afternoon. The rest of us showed up, decorated the house etc etc and waited for her to get back. Juin got back. Party begun. Dinner. Fun. Fun. Fun. Home for some.
Past midnight and guess who showed up? Rae dearest! She just came back from Bangkok and thank goodness she managed to make it! We watched bubbles fly! (you had to be there to get it)
So Qwei, Wjun, Rae, and I stayedover. GG session for us till, late. Rae had to leave early in the morning for church so yea. Spent the day lazing about and played some games. Overall, it was time well wasted. heh.

Zyang's birthday was on the 7th! a little after school celebration and then we had dinner at his place last night!
pretty fun. no photos though. Zyang, glad you liked the present!

okay, that's really short. but in a way, kind of considered as one of my longer posts. no?

Okay! Time for photos! ( mind you, most of them aren't taken by me. so credits to those who took them! you know who you are!)

Snow-spray, anyone?

Zyang took this! one of the pictures that I'm sure of! so yes, credits to zyang for this

and this one too!

Ivan, Connor, and Juin's cousin, Yang Yang.

"wedding photo! Wedding photo!" San yap took this.

We Heart XJuin!

Snakes&Ladder with the lights out

Those, I believe are rae's arms (the only photo with rae in it actually) and Aquarus!

Sharon and Sally

the birthday girl (:

"AHHH!"

Jen (:

I checked yesterday and it's still there. lol

Rae took this. As proof that they do go to toilet together (:

Juin with Sarah

rest of the photos are on facebook.

By Chance

2010-01-10T15:11:00.003+08:00

So, back to school!
The first week of school turned out to be much better than expected.
Juin came to school twice from lunch time onwards! Rae and Reyna came too! and Ching and audrey too of course.
I went for tuition!
I love this year's sitting plan. Seriously. all that funny and awesome people. haha.
and loads of people have been extremely kind/nice to me. and not to forget the bunch of guys too! So, a big Thank You to everyone!

I believe I mentioned about a guy named Wei Xiong on my blog before. Maybe last year?

Anyway, if you read my chatbox recently, you'll notice an "ahxiong" dropped a word there. Mind you, I was so shocked, happy, amazed, etc. when I saw his comment. 'Cause first of all, I don't even know him personally!

Sure, he's a stranger, but I feel obliged to write about it here.

Let's see, ah yes, 2008 was the year. 2 years ago. I remember sitting in class and Ivan just turned to me and told me to check out this link on his blog. "There's this guy from my church, Wei Xiong, he takes damn good photos. you should go check it out. I have his link on my blog" well, maybe that wasn't exactly what Ivan said but it something between those lines.

So then, I checked out his xanga page and man does he really take good photos! Naturally, I linked him.

Little did I know, he would find that I linked his site and even drop a word in my cbox! cool, eh?

Never mind the fact that he seem to have something against Canon users >:( ~~I have 2 freaking Canon DSLRs okay?!! 2! my dad's is also a Canon! wtheck. damn sad. haha.~~ he really does take good photos. So if you like photography too, check out his site!
Want to know what else makes him so cool? I just visited his site again and he wrote something about how everybody owns a DSLR now. well, that was exactly what I was thinking few months back when I went out and.. and at the MotorGP too. etc etc. How would you like it, a kid with way too much of his parents' money to spend, owning a DSLR. but yet, knows absolutely nothing about it and treats it like a compact camera. Just shooting away with "auto". In fact, I know someone who's like that. that person hasnt own one yet, but is dying to have one. ( not you Shan. you have the love for it. :D ). but hey, none of my business right? not like I take very good photos anyway.
but anyway, for all these, I have Ivan to thank!

p/s: I updated! So, no worries, haven't abandoned my blog. and I'm still alive and kicking!

It's Almost Easy

2010-01-01T20:46:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, I changed all of the contacts in my sisters phone to characters from Harry Potter. From the other room I heard her yell, "What the?! Hogwarts is calling me!" - it was her work calling her. I have a good feeling about this week. MLIA

Now, if only my sis would leave her phone alone for a minute ;)

on the 29th of December, lots of things happened in the 2 short hours from 8pm till 10pm.

I remembered just how much laughter watching Phua Chu Kang(PCK) can bring. Just how often we used to watch it.
I found out that Boys Like Girls are having their Asia Tour early next year and they'll be touring in S'pore on the 28th of January.
I watched a Singaporean show.( a first one that made me realise, just maybe, there are Singaporean shows that are at malaysian standards, if you get what I mean.)
It was during that short 2 hours, just when I was thinking how this trip to singapore was really great 'cause lots of shopping was involved this time round, when I got a text from zyang that read "The rev passed away", and i was thinking what on earth is he talking about. Then I found out that he meant James Owen Sullivan (aka The Rev), the drummer for A7X. The mastermind behind many of their awesome songs, or so zy says. Well, A7X will never be the same again.

Okay, that aside, I checked and can't seem to find M'sia on BLG's Asia Tour listing. which means, no bryan donahue for me. Which also means, I'll be a very sad person on the 28th of January. Come to think of it, it's actually January already and tomorrow is Saturday! crap crap.

and school is on monday. ~~die lah.~~
So many things on my mind! SPM, studies, college, work, dreams. I'm constantly reminded how badly I need to learn how to drive. How much I need to/ want to be able to drive. ~~shit.~~ Apprenticeship. I need to get that done soon. It can't be just talk and no effort. Gotta at least check out what I need to do. ~~damn damn damn.~~

"Happiness isn't good enough for me. I demand euphoria."

Tough cookie of 2010!

2010-01-01T19:34:00.004+08:00

haha

Singapore was pretty great btw. Too bad I didn't bump into Ching, or Qwei, or all the million people who went S'pore too. But I love 313Somerset's 4-storey Forever 21 store! So fun. hehe

2009 was great. I loved, lost, forgot, lived, cried, laughed, crossed out of my comfort zone, changed and most importantly I learned. 2009 made me strong.

Here's to an awesome 2010. Bring it on!

Bring out the gingerbread men!

2009-12-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas!
so,

Merry Christmas! :)

p/s: This is a scheduled post. See how I think of you guys from miles away in S'pore? (:

For Your Entertainment

2009-12-23T19:02:00.002+08:00

Read LeeXia's blog and since I have nothing else to do(other than homework, that is), decided that I shall do the "I Love" post thing too.

- I love John Mayer's voice. (and others too of course. Just that he's voice is all I hear now. so yeah)
- I love Wonka candies. Tried Wonka Nerds candy before? they're addictive.
- I love the sound of the ocean.
- I love the fact that someone, somewhere, knows the lyrics to the songs I'm singing.
- I love sneaking a spoonful of nutella.
- I love people with great sense of humour.
- I love airports.
- I love having my Post Waffle Crisp cereal with pancake syrup. or corn syrup.
- I love how my dogs love me so much even though I don't spend as much time with them as I love to. Dogs, one's most loyal companions ever.
- I love people who can actually put up with my pissy moods.
- I love waking up to find a text on my phone.
- I love discovering awesome songs
- I love that self-satisfaction feeling I get when I managed to snap a good picture. (usually when using a dslr)
- I love sappy movies
- I love having scrambled eggs, sausages, and bacon for breakfast
- I love my best friends
- I love going on holidays
- I love blue. need I say more?
- I love Phantom of The Opera
- I love live musicals
- I love how talking to Eddie usually makes my day
- I love how I am a professional procrastinator
- I love hugs. The best hugs come from Giselle. (If you've not received one from her yet, I suggest you hug her first)
- I love how rainy days and a cup of hot chocolate makes the best pair.
- I love rereading my text messages before clearing out my inbox
- I love going to bookstores
- I love how I always miss the 11.11pm cue-to-wish.
- I love chocolates chip cookies. soft centered ones especially
- I love the sound a mahogany guitar makes
- I love m&ms
- I love chocolate chips
- I love how tinker bell now reminds me of glitter or The All-American Rejects concerts
- I love Disney movies. The old ones, not those you see these days.
- I love getting written e-mails, handwritten letters, handmade cards
- I love watching the stars
- I love quiet walks
- I love the smell of freshly baked cookies
- I love how the sea seems to be in love with the sand
- I love fluffy pillows but I love hugging them more than sleeping on them
- I love the way my heart beats really fast when the swing goes too high
- I love cookies & cream anything. (Ice-cream, cheesecake, etc. you name it, I love it)
- I love big oversized shirts
- I love the theatre
- I love the smell of old books
- I love singing Irishmen
- I love British accents
- I love anything English
- I love cameras
- I love being around guitars. Lots and lots of guitars.
- I love how I'm not the only one who thinks French is a sexy language
- I love the idea of traveling around the word and road trips
- I love a starry night sky
- I love watching the ocean waves
- I love being in dance studios
- I love Domino's thin crust Top Secret Sauce pizzas
- I love polaroids
- I love live performances
- I love how Eddie will probably never know that he's still one of my best friends
- I love seeing all these "I Love..." in a row
- I love songs with a story behind it
- I love how I can never get bored of Remembering Sunday and how I still can't decide what happened to the girl
- I love that one time when we stayed up late in Juin's house and used the computer ;)
- I love it whenever I find an unknown band with awesome songs.
- I love how I can never tire of eating ice-cream.
- I love it whenever there's a song that I can put on replay and not get sick of listening to it
- I love reading back old letters
- I love crawling into bed when the sheets are cold
- I love late night phone calls. Or just long conversational phone calls
- I love the scent of freshly grinded coffee beans.
- I love the scent of coffee
- I love calling my dogs puppies
- I love packing at the last minute and yet not leaving anything out. Makes me feel pro
- I love feeling good

- I love how you'll never learn about highlighting

p/s: these were written over the course of 2 days. The list goes on but time is short now, so yeah.

A Twist in my story

2009-12-23T18:52:00.004+08:00

Dear Sense of Humour,

Where are you? You're terribly missed.

Love,

me.

Just came back from 1U earlier on. Today's little shopping adventure wasn't that fruitful but never mind!
Anyway, just want to say, "I'm going to Singapore!!!"
but then again, so is a million other people. Everyone seems to be going there for Christmas. Lol.
But yes, as usual, we're going Singapore! Hopefully this time, I'll bump into Ching there. Last year was a failed attempt. haha

Not sure when we're coming back, all I know is that we'll be back before the 31st(sis wants to go countdown with her friends)

I may be gone, but it'll be nice to know which of my "I love" stuff matches with yours (:

okay. gotta go now. Not even sure if I've packed everything.
DO miss me! :D kidding!

*mission accomplished. No extra emotions. No less either. just how it should be.

Did You Fall For A Shooting Star?

2009-12-22T18:45:00.002+08:00

"Be you. Find you. Be happy with that."

:D hahahaha

I am so freaking happy! Found games we could use for next year's leo camp. funny how I still bother.

xia, my I Love post will be up soon (:
I'm halfway through. hehe

So we'll crawl till we can walk again

Then we'll run until we're strong enough to jump

Then we'll fly until there is no end.

So let's crawl.

Snakes & Suits

2009-12-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

Went to this shop called Gold Art in Central Market today. They sell gold plated stuff and the likes of that. Went there to get my grandma's birthday present (her birthday's tomorrow). She loves gold you see, so in the end we chose this gold ship thingy. Then the store was selling this gold rose. 24K gold. pretty, but gold.

Then, we went to the florist near/at Chinatown. Guess what I saw there? Blue roses :D
Only one bouquet though. It was together with these other small red roses that the shopkeeper said came from India. Funny enough, right next to it, there was this other huge box with lots of roses. small ones too. not fully bloomed yet, like the ones from India. Well, the shopkeeper said those were from Genting Highlands.
But anyway, blue roses! cool, huh.

you have no idea how much I dread the 4th of January. the freaking coward in me might actually fake an illness just to avoid that day.
I want to watch Sherlock Holmes! Robert Downey Jr. and Jude Law is in it! Plus, the trailer was pretty awesome.

because this song is all i have to make me feel
and all it takes is just a love to make it hurt
and every sound erased in time could make me loose
now its a funny way i find myself with you

The Remedy, The Solution,

2009-12-19T20:56:00.006+08:00

We could be best friends.

I can feel a restless night

2009-12-19T02:00:00.002+08:00

You sang me Spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes

Clever trick

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do
-A fine frenzy

Went for undang class with Juin, Ee Ken and Clement. So I guess I can say that I did get something done this holidays after all. Those 5 hours of undang class was, boring. But the second half wasnt as bad as the first 3 hours cause Clement, Juin and I got to sit together (eeken was in the other class :/ ). before the lecturer came in, we had some funny moments.

But heck, was so scared when the dude came to pick me up in the morning. First thing I noticed about him was that he smokes ._. thank goodness he didn't smoke in the car. I would have just got out of the car, doesn't matter if we were in the middle of the road. (Actually, who am I kidding? I wouldn't.)
and it was so hard for me to speak to him. (I didn't get some of the things he said and he didn't get some of the things that i said. ) Considering how my mandarin is quite cacat and all. I felt so sorry for him, I mean, he had to put up with my lousy mandarin and hopeless sense of direction all the way to Juin's house. Almost led him the wrong way twice! or maybe thrice. Lol. poor guy.

And considering how I didnt sleep the night before the undang class, I'd say I did quite a great job at not falling asleep throughout the class. :D
by the time I got home and showered and everything and decided to go to sleep, that was 27 hours without sleep. So, not too bad right? Survived.
but goodness. I need to start sleeping back at normal humanly hours. I'd feel so tired during the day and when night comes, I become unbelievably awake. It scares the shit out of me. Try spending at least an hour everyday just to fall asleep.

But I feel so tired right now, I just might be able to fall asleep easily today.

In life, there's no going back. What's been done is done. What's been thought of has been thought of. What's been said is said. You can't just take it back. Things don't happen that way. If you can just rewind and undo a step or anything, life wouldn't be so hard. We'd all have it our own way. But everything we do has it's own consequences. From where we stand, there's only moving forward. We can go back to how it was but there's no turning back. There's no guarantee that everything will be the same. Nothing is ever the same. right?

So we should just enjoy the view from where we are right now right?

I was bored.

2009-12-15T03:18:00.000+08:00

"Women like silent men. They think they're listening."

-Marcel Achard

"My tastes are simple: I am easily satisfied with the best."

-Winston S. Churchill

"Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take is the worst of suffering."

-Paulo Coelho

"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked."

-Bernard Meltzer

"Some humans would do anything to see if it was possible to do it. If you put a large switch in some cave somewhere, with a sign on it saying ‘End-of-the-World Switch. PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH’, the paint wouldn’t even have time to dry."

-Terry Pratchett (Thief of Time)

"And in that momment I swear we were infinite."

-The Perks Of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

I couldn't find The Perks Of Being a Wallflower in MPH the other day. felt so.. ):

Nothing to do

Nowhere to be

A simple little kind of free

Nothing to do

No one but me

& that's all I need.

-John Mayer

Picture I'm the queen of everything, as far as the eye can see ;)

2009-12-14T23:38:00.003+08:00

I am so bored now. and I've come to realise that this good old blog of mine can be quite useful. Like an outlet for me to write gibberish. a place for me to write absolutely nothing at all and yet at times, I can still write stuff that are bothering me so much. Thoughts that are looming around in my mind and threatening to pour itself out any moment of the day.

Thoughts that I sometime try to hide by doing something like this! where you have to highlight to read it

thoughts that only those smart enough will be able to discover/read. thoughts that I don't want every single soul that comes to this blog to read and yet I still need to get it out of my mind. stupid right? nvm. If you highlighted this, you're a genius! :D

and for the very 1st time ever, since I first saw his face on HSM, after so many flippin' years, I say, Zac Efron is HOT.

found a picture where he really looked hot. hahah. rae and juin will agree, right?! :D

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Burning Stars

2009-12-12T16:32:00.003+08:00

Just realised how weird my blog layout looks like on Internet Explorer. So different compared to viewing it on Mozilla or Safari. lol.

Save your heart for someone that's worth dying for,

So give it away.

Save your heart for someone who leaves you breathless.

Out of sight, out of mind.

2009-12-12T15:38:00.007+08:00

The past few days has been great. At least I did things that I can recall. Baked, went out with dear friends and did some shopping (:

So on Thursday a few of us went out and I'd say we had fun. As told on Juin's blog.

and then yesterday, I bought books (:
After so long, I finally bought some books to read. you have no idea how good I felt buying those books. But because of the limited time I had, only managed to get 4 books, but that will do for now :D

btw, Rae is back from Australia! heh.

There is an engine in my body,

With every beat it lets me breathe.

There is a machine within my body.

If I can keep up with that machine that's in my body,

I could do anything, be anything, see anything.

I can feel the beat within my body.
If I keep up with it, could I catch myself?

-CIWWAF

Smile , Kid (:

2009-12-08T23:18:00.007+08:00

I was wrong about Heaven Can Wait being a song from We The Kings' older albums, because, it's from their latest album (Smile Kid) which is released today! previewing the rest of the album on iTunes store. The acoustic for Heaven Can Wait is soooo good :D
so yes ching, Heaven Can Wait, first single off Smile Kid. not from the older albums. sorry for the wrong details (:

Never try to forget something,
no matter how much you want to.
there's a reason why your mind won't let it go,
even if your heart has.
your memories always serve a purpose,
whether you know it or not,
and you can't fight that.

Come Fly With Me! :)

2009-12-08T02:25:00.002+08:00

Why does all the cooler and better lomo cameras have to be the film type?! what happened to the digital ones?! Why are there so few cool digital ones?! :(

I SOOOOOO wanna go Hong Kong now! It's like, the land of lomo cameras!

The day I get a lomo camera would be the day I die of happiness.

LOOK WHAT I FOUND! omg I WANT THE DIANA F+ GLOW IN THE DARK ONE!!!!! SO COOL! it freakin' GLOWS IN THE DARK!
:'( I want to scream so badly! And despite the fact that it's now past 2am in the morning, the thought of calling someone now just to scream in their ears over the phone is very very tempting. very.
YOU SEE! The day I want my sister to be awake in the middle of the night is the day she decides to sleep early! blah!

Lomo cams make me want to scream, cry, whine, squeal, all at the same time. In other words, it drives me mad not to have one and that it's so hard to get one here in Malaysia. hmmm, OVERSEAS SHIPPING, IT IS! ;D

I shall continue viewing the amazingly beautiful cameras. It's like, "see no touch, touch no see." only, there's no way of touching now so it's just "see no touch". Unless of course one could reach out into one's computer. gosh, I'm rambling. gotta stop. Okay. Stopped.

At this point, I can actually let go of the fact that mum thinks we shouldn't go Singapore anymore. 'Cause mum, WE SHOULD GO HONG KONG AGAIN! Hmm, wait, maybe singapore has cool ones too! :D

#*)*^(af&sjasg%&h(^%!!!!!!!! Diana Mini is so *to die for!* It's even partly blue! a niceee shade of blue! but it's not digital :( and goodness! those white ones and the chromaics edition ones are sexaaay!
Hmm, maybe I could get the keychain one! Easy to carry around ;) but that one has no LCD screen :(

that's it. Must talk to dad tomorrow. No more casually mentioning it like I did months ago. This time, it will be serious talk. ~~But like, so spoilt.~~ Nevermind. Blame it on that part of my genes that is photographically influenced due to the fact that both of my parents' family is caught up in this whole photography thing, one way or another. hehe.

doubt he'll buy for me though. :/

eh. I'm hungry. hahaha.
We The Kings releasing a new album tomorrow? :)

Bite Me! >:)

2009-12-07T17:55:00.003+08:00

hahahah. Found this just now. So freakin' cute! :D

I could put it on my sidebar! hahaha.
and just maybe, I will. Don't care if it's not true! ( no worries, I love my friends! That is true)

I want Essie's "Matte About You" nail polish thingy. It'll work wonders! It'll make any nail polish look like a matte nail polish! heck. I don't think they sell it here, do they? ):

Neopets! X)

2009-12-07T02:29:00.004+08:00

I think most of the people involved in any art always secretly wonder whether they are really there because they're good or there because they're lucky.

-Katharine Hepburn

This week will be an awesome week! I hope.
I'm in dire need to see some faces, of people who have no blood relation with me. Seriously.

Suddenly, I don't feel like growing up. Don't you just miss those days when you were young and carefree and childish?! The result of talking to Ching about the good ol' days!

So much to do, so little time, so little effort, so many excuses.

Gotta stop looking at recipes. Especially those with good photos. They look so good I feel like snacking now but I must not! Instead, I should attempt to sleep now!

My sleeping hours are so messed up. I'm so wide awake in the middle of the night and then I become dead tired in the afternoon. Not good, not good at all.

I feel like, uploading the photos of Casey Stoner(want to show off!!!! :D ahahha. kidding! (; ) but it'll take such a long time to convert and upload. heh.
Speaking of Casey Stoner, I miss Moto GP days! (not the sunburn though) Must make sure the old chap(dad) gets tickets next year! and passes for MSS too! Media passes are the bomb when you want to take photos at the circuit! hehe. :DDDD

There are certain people who are not meant to fit in your life, no matter how much you want them to
-Dawsons Creek

Ocean Eyes

2009-12-02T22:28:00.003+08:00

couldn't resist it!
Just had to go through my Moto Grand Prix photos. After so many months! I can finally lay my hands on them, so like they say, "grab the moment" and right on queue, the photo bug tempted me.
This is just one of the photos. Too lazy to upload the rest. Maybe tomorrow or some other day when I'm bored. But anyway, what do you think? good? bad? I tweaked the photo a bit though. So it looks better now then before! :D

Chris Vermeulen. of Rizla Suzuki (#7)

The Fame Monster

2009-12-02T18:04:00.056+08:00

AfterIdontknowhowmanymonths, I played Wii today! and I fell back in love with the Boxing game! and now that I know how to play the Baseball game, I love it too! :D
~~my arms are aching!~~

speaking of baseball,I want to go 1 Utama for some batting session! Haven't tried it before! anyone going?

Just when I had off my head,

your voice comes thrashing widly

-John Mayer

I think I have a short attention spasm and now, I forgot what else I wanted to blog about, oh well. I should probably go finish the Agatha Christie book and then I can return it to WeeKii!

And on your list of things to do
Is make me fall in love with you

While The City Sleeps, We Rule The Streets

We All have teeth that can bite underneath, to where the reality grows

2009-11-29T23:29:00.006+08:00

I have yet to do Laura's "Oh Nose!" tag thing, but I WILL do it. I think it's so cute. haha.

Had a long day that consisted of visiting people's new houses, food, food, food and cake! all in Klang and Teluk Gong(not sure if it's part of Klang)

I'm so tired.

and I feel sick.

and I still don't like you =( But as Mark Twain said :

"Anger is an acid that can do more harm to the vessel in which it is stored than to anything on which it is poured."
-Mark Twain

Anyway, it's not midnight yet so it's not too late to make birthday wishes!

Happy Birthday Sis!
-you know I love you loads :)

Happy Birthday Rebecca!

Yours Truly bought a skirt!

2009-11-28T22:10:00.003+08:00

GOOD NEWS! My eyesight got better! well, for one eye at least.

omgggggggggggggggg. Just found something. where's everybody when you need someone to rant to?!!
She just ruined my mood. ~~again.~~
GAH! I should have listened to Juin.
~~NEED TO RANT! i want to scream.~~

Btw, for those who are wondering where did the Curse Of Curves song went, it's still on my playlist (: Just, it's no longer the first song. somewhere behind. 2nd last i think. but hey! I didn't delete it! :D

Think I might actually be able to be a girly girl.
on second thought, maybe not. oh nevermind!

gotta release anger. Maybe I'll teman sis dearest to watch her horror movie (after all, her birthday's tomorrow!)
Or I could go play rae's game. hmm.
Turn anger into fear. Not a bad idea.

I painted my toenails BLUE! ;D

2009-11-27T17:43:00.003+08:00

I'm bored and hungry.

I've had a boring week. Stuck at home like a freaking bird in a cage.
But at least I managed to watch the old movies that I wanted to watch.
eg: The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button, Interview With A Vampire(Tom Cruise was HOT in that movie! Brad Pitt wasn't. hehe), Just Like Heaven(again), Oliver Twist(again), The Sniper, The Soloist(quinnie mentioned about it. decided to give it a try), The Proposal, Banlieue 13-Ultimatum (French).

Not bad right?

I love red Skittles. Do you like red Skittles?

Advertising photography. Not a bad choice right?

Life Starts Now

2009-11-25T20:26:00.005+08:00

I quite like John Mayer's lastest album - Battle Studies
It's very John Mayer-ish and I like it that way
Think I'll probably change my playlist and have it start off with All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye.
My favourite song off that album, for now.
I like the one he sang with Taylor Swift too! Half Of My Heart.

and if you haven't seen Lady Gaga's video for Bad Romance yet, you really should watch it. Not that it was THAT great but just that she looked really different in the video. Besides, the video is all about Alexander McQueen! The fashion and shoes! gorgeous ;)

my cough is killing me, literally.

and Ching, if you're reading this, I've got Sims3 already. ;D
my dude in sims3 plays the guitar quite well. pretty darn athletic and he cooks too! and somehow, I managed to make him look like Jet Li .__.
haha
and there's the old dude who's very paranoid.
I like the whole traits thing, you react according to their traits!
~~but sims2 is probably nicer to play~~

and there's a cheat on sims3 where you can get it to show you jokes.
The jokes are hilarious. really silly jokes. eg:
- ' What did 0 say when he saw 8? "Nice belt" '
Couldn't stop laughing when I read that.

ah. okay, enough of sims3 already.
Haven't even started on that pile of holiday homework. It's insane.

Thanks to Rae, I'm now more updated on celebrity gossips. It's not bad. Helps me kill time.
At least now I can say I've watch Adam Lambert's "For Your Entertainment" video. They had a few cool dance steps.

Imagine really pouring glitter on your boyfriend so that he'll look like Edward Cullen ;D

This post is colourful X)

I was born in the arms of imaginary friends
free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been
then you come crashing in, like the realest thing
trying my best to understand all that your love can bring

Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
half of my heart takes time
half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
that I can't keep loving you
oh, with half of my heart

half of my heart's got a real good imagination
half of my heart's got you
half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
that half of my heart won't do
-John Mayer

All The Right Moves

2009-11-23T13:38:00.008+08:00

The weekend after the whole Japs thing, Leo Club had our ~~year-end~~ educational trip to Sunway Lagoon on monday. It was drizzling the whole day so we couldn't ride any of the dry rides. So it was wet park the whole time there. Spent most of my time there with Juin, Weijun and Khengyew.
We went scream park too. It was quite fun cause it was scary! A big group of us went scream park together but at one point, they split us up into 2 groups. So we got seperated from the rest, and it was just the 4 of us and 3 other Indian boys. and omygoodness, the Indian boys were so funny! haha. The Freezer/Prison Break part was probably the coolest. What with the cool lighting and all, (like ching said) it all looked like photographs. one minute they're 5 feet away, next they're right next to you. pretty cool.

At one point, Juin and Kyew tried to teach me how to swim (No, I still can't swim) and mind you, it felt more like they were trying to murder me instead. haha.
Then, they played volleyball while I watched. it was all just wesleyans that time.

that was 16th november. Sunway trip.

Then on Wednesday, 18th November, we had our class party at Modesto's in Hartamas. All 10 boys showed up! it's a rare thing :D
I'll let the pics do the talking.

Ching and Azmir with... Tabasco sauce? :D

Ruthraz and vegetarian meal.

gwen and azmir

Colin(*cough*fromanotherclass*cough*) and Shannen :D

Yew Sing!

Don't you think YeanNick is so cute?!! :DDD

Jon, Gwen, Ben

Laura(our beloved monitor) with Jon and Ben!

Jon and Ben were trying to look cool. But ching just kept laughing. haha

Ben! noticed anything about his hair yet?

all 10 boys with madams

Yewsing and Ching

ruthraz and I. Former eng lit. buddies!

I love 'em all (:
(p/s, I 'stole' this photo from Laura!)

I know things are looking up
But soon they'll take us down
before anybody's knowing our name.

Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear
And the sound you like
Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?

It doesn't matter what you see.
I know i could never be
Someone that looks like you.
It doesn't matter what you say
I know i could never face
someone that could sound like you.

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
-One republic, All The Right Moves

Tea and Sympathy

2009-11-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

last night's class party was at Modesto's. Will post something about it on Saturday or maybe Sunday.

Speaking of Saturday, guess who's going to go Bukit Jalil to take photos of the paintball there? ~~the one and only, yours truly ;)~~ but actually, I have no idea what's this whole thing about. Dad just asked if I want and then he registered my name to go take photos. haha.

I Don't Believe You

2009-11-19T20:38:00.010+08:00

what if I got contacts lens with soccer prints on them?! Then my eyes would looks like footballs. that would look weird.

oh crap. I forgot my skype username. nevermind.

okay. 1st things first.
From the 13th - 15th November, the Japanese students from Omi brotherhood School came. When Friday came, Juin and I were scared as cows. We were regretting like crap about the whole hosting deal. To make things worse, the 2 Japanese that we were to host were guys. Juin's was Takuya and Yuki. Mine was Takeshi and Ryohei. Thank goodness the 4 of them are quite close!
But still, all 4 of them were really shy/quiet dudes.

My dad can talk to them better than I can. I mean, he knows what to say to them and stuff, and he explained lots of stuff to them on the way home from school. So on Friday night, me, Takeshi and Ryohei met up with Juin, her japs, and weijun. We brought them around Petaling Street(the japs call it Chinatown), trying all kinds of food and brought them to do a little shopping. then, we stopped at Bukit Bintang. Then we decided to catch a cab to KLCC before the lights at Twin Towers are turned off.

Then on Saturday morning, my dad, my sis and I brought Ryohei and Takeshi to one of the Kayu Ara mamak store for breakfast. Ordered a variety of 'rotis' for them to try. I think they liked Roti Boom the best cause it's buttery and sweet. and ohmygoodness, Takeshi was so cheeky. We explained about the sambals and their spicyness. So Takeshi sabotaged Ryohei and told him to dip his roti canai into the spicier one. He made him dip the whole thing(well, close enough) in the sambal. And if you know well, Japanese don't take that much spicy stuff. So after tasting it, Ryohei downed a lot of his Iced Milo. They are so funny to watch.

After that, we stopped by at the Istana Budaya before heading off to KL Tower. Over there, we met up with Yen Wen and her japs(Masato and Kenichiro), WeeKii and her japs(Mai and Rikako). Coincidentally, Ruthraz was there with Megumu too! So the 11 of us went up to the observation tower together and explored the place. Around 1pm(or was it 2pm?), WeeKii left for her ballet class and so Mai and Rikako stayed with YenWen and I. Ruthraz and Megumu left for lunch with his aunt.

We asked the japs and they decided that we should walk to KLCC instead of taking a cab there. YenWen and I being the 2 malaysians there, didn't know the way to KLCC but luckily, we managed to get some direction from a kind guard at KL Tower!
Then came lunch! The best place we could decide on was the food court. Mind you, it wasn't easy getting their orders. and they tried paying for their own meals. at one point, the 4 japanese boys pushed me. More like shoved. 'Cause I brought them to go order their drinks while YenWen was settling the stuff with the 2 girls, and then once they ordered, they decided to push me aside and paid for the bill themselves! terrible. the one right next to me was Kenichiro(tall. strong. athletic. get my point?) so it was quite impossible to push my way back. and the cashier took their money instead of mine! ~~heh. But I managed to give back Masato 10bucks in the end!~~
Next, we went Petrosains with the rest of the japs hosts. The japs mostly hung out with their own friends there so it was probably more fun for them.

I left with Takeshi and Ryohei in the evening and then at night, we went over to WeeKii's for dinner. we had tandoori chicken(spicy for them), Garlic breads, steamed fish, garlic fried chicken, siew yoke, and salad. OH! we let them tried local fruits too! they didn't like the smell of Jackfruit! reminded them of Durian I guess. After dinner, we played pool and foosball. I'd say they had fun. went home really late, gave them their gifts that night(sis and my dad were the ones who bought it).

on Sunday, we had Dim Sum for breakfast. A bit of a failure. The place we went wasn't as good as it used to be. and I don't think Ryohei enjoyed that meal that much. Save for that one dish that we told him to pick. some shrimp custard thing. Quite nice! After that, we brought their luggages to Weekii's house. Then me, yenwen and weekii(and our japs) went Central Market so that they could buy souvenirs and stuff. After that, all of us we went back to WeeKii's to shower before heading off to Saloma Theatre Restaurant for our farewell dinner. It was paid for, by the japs. Such nice people! After the dinner, they left for their chocolate factory visit before going off to KLIA to catch their flight

Truth be told, I miss my japs. Even though at first I was so tempted to chicken out and I was so terrified about the whole hosting thing, I'm glad I really did host them. Learnt quite a lot. Great experience. Lots of hardship, a little miscommunication, and work but it was still fun!

Stan's cool Chuck Taylor styled red converse shoes ;)

There's a reason why this typical-Jon-pose photo is here. Watch out for my next post or smtg.

Kenichiro with his usual blur face.

oh! i liked this jumping thing best :D

Juin

they look lost. heh.

Ryohei and Takeshi

Dinner at WeeKii's house. at one point, we all took our phones out to take pictures of the food. haha.

takeshi, Ryohei, Rikako, Mai

Ryohei on some skii thing.

To test your speed of responds. Some F1 thing. Supposedly, only one person at a time.

They cheated ;D

Dinner at Saloma

Masato, rourong, Kenichiro.

weekii, yenwen, Juin, me, and our Japanese guests!

Takeshi loves my basset hound! he said "comel-comel" :D

foosball!

Rikako and Mai learning how to play pool.

Takeshi and Mai won a lot.

Snacks from the japs. Cute, no?

you can sit beside me when the world comes down

2009-11-12T23:27:00.003+08:00

woot! managed to add the Lady Antebellum song to my playlist! I still think the girl sounds a little like Taylor Swift.
and then, I added The Brightest Green by Anarbor! completely forgot about that song until my sister's friend came the other day and we were switching songs, and he had this song on his ipod. actually, he made his part of the trade. you know, the switching songs trade. but I haven't :D
and then, I added another old song, One And Only. and then there's Landon Pigg's song also.
Still keeping Curse Of Curves as the 1st song though (:

and, the Japanese are coming tomorrow! truth be told, I'm quite worried.

too much of "patheticness".

2009-11-12T21:29:00.012+08:00

Dear copycat,

You have absolutely no idea how much I dislike you now. You have absolutely no idea at all, that I'm sure of. Seriously, why on earth do you have to be such a copycat? It's not the first time you've done it. Only, this time, it's really getting on my nerves. I mean, seriously, what can you benefit from doing what you do? Does it make you any cooler?! I mean, thanks, I guess I ought to feel honored that you're copying me and stuff. Really, I get it that you IDOLIZE me, and Juin and godknowswhoelse. Just don't pretend like you found it yourself. 'Cause we all know you didn't discover it yourself.~~you lack the ability to do so, no?~~ Why can't you just be like the rest? They hear about it, they come up to me and talk to me about it. because well, they heard it from ME. we bond. YOU HEARD IT FROM ME TOO! so why pretend like you came up with it yourself?! Is it that difficult? and the nerve of you! you can't say I didn't give you a chance at all. I did. I did it today. and you just went on bloody pretending. You can say that I'm making a big fuss out of a small thing. But just, damn you. You've done stuff like this once too many. This time, you freakin' crossed the line. Of all the things to take claim, you had to pick this and make a big deal of it, AS YOUR OWN discovery. Just too much. it pisses me off! You're so... twofaced!
You just steal an idea and claim it as your own! wtheck la! I don't mind it if you knew about "it" all along and stuff. But just. Urgh!!! The problem is that, you NEVER did know about it. you wouldn't have bothered about it. you had absolutely no clue about it at all. And I dare you to deny it. sheesh. You're such a pretender! You are like, the epitome of copycats! of those who lack originality. you pretend and you "steal"! It's like plagiarism, only, not that bad. And if you're feeling it in your heart now and you feel guilty, good for you. If you like, you can ask me if I'm talking about you. I'll answer you. I'll tell you. But then again, that's very unlikely to happen. 'Cause you'll probably pretend that you've never read this before. Or worse still, you might pretend that you have never ever visited my blog or you suddenly, no longer, read my blog anymore! Either, both is very likely to happen since that's what you do best right? Pretending. That's just what you do. It's all you'll ever do.

after more than 2 weeks of being MIA, I just had to 'dedicate' a whole post to you.
That's one thing you can be proud of right now.

Gorecki

2009-10-27T18:56:00.002+08:00

Watching Moulin Rouge again. I so love that movie. One of the best movies ever. (thanks Rae!)

If I should die this very moment
I wouldnt fear
For Ive never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Steal my heart this moment
Or it might burst

Burn, baby, burn!

2009-10-25T22:59:00.007+08:00

IT BURNS! haha. I'm so sunburned, I look like a cooked lobster.
my nose hurts ):
wish I could say I went to Hawaii for a suntan but, no.

well you're a hot mess and I'm fallin' for you

Here's what really happened. I'd say my Saturday and Sunday was well spent.
Went to watch the Malaysian Motor Grand Prix. So cool.
and I managed to get some awesome photos. I'm proud to say that my photography skills have IMPROVED! back in April, I had loads of blur shots(but I can be excused. that was my 1st time taking shots of the race).
These 2 days, I managed to get SHARP pictures! (obviously there were quite a few blur ones too!) and I got to test out the new Canon 7D!
what a great start for the end of exams (:
okay. enough talk.
this is the part where I'd love to say, "check out my pictures!". But I can't. 'Cause I won't be able to convert them and upload them until a week later or so. depressing.

I'm so tired, I can just sleep and not wake up at all.
so, goodnight!

btw, Casey Stoner(#27) won the race. But Valentino Rossi(#46) is the world champion once more 'cause he managed to snag in at 3rd place today. Casey was good. Really good. He maintain at a good speed. Dani Pedrosa(#3) followed in at second place, more than 10 seconds behind of Casey!

I’m a satellite heart
lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
you stop, I start
But I'll be true to you

Juin the awesome one, ain't that awesome

2009-10-15T22:38:00.004+08:00

I'm kidding. about this post's title. (:
[sorry juin, that's as far as I can go today to write about how awesome you are. heh]

omg. horns. ahahahaha. nvm.

okay, since we have a 4-day break before we continue our exams, here's a post! :D

While the addmaths students were suffering for 2 hours or so today taking the exam, the rest of us had a blast. Maybe not exactly a blast, but it was still fun. haha.
We(gwen,yenwen, kaisin, and the guys) had a good talk about nothing and anything at all.
We talked about random stuff, from Korea's Ginseng Chicken, to YeanNick's sister, to horror movies. Seriously, laughed like mad throughout the whole time! and then there was the conversation about dreams and cramps and mirrors and a certain english teacher.
and omg, Gabriel's facial expressions are awesome. haha.

I want to host the Japanese students too (:

Just saw the video for "Down". Jay Sean has abs! hahahaha.

I have so many things I want done after the exams. I'm jumping from one topic to another right? but yes, so many things to do! and in case I forget everything by the time the exams are done and over with, I MADE A LIST! it's a big deal to me.
one of things on my to-do list is to.... BAKE COOKIES. yummy. ;)

okay, I'm very distracted now. So many things to do.

"It's not me, it's you."

same old blood rush with a brand new touch.

2009-10-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

changed most of my songs back to, erm, old songs?
haven't heard most of them in ages until wee kii was playing my itunes the other day.
hehe. Found the video for Curse Of Curves! can't believe I never knew there was a video even after so many years. 4 years is a long time, pal.

I less than 3 (<3) James Morrison's voice! :D

2009-10-05T23:05:00.005+08:00

How can I not include a photo for my 1st post for October?! :D

From my recent trip to China :D

Short post:

I will be MIA for the next 2 weeks or so. Exams are coming up, peeps!
BUT. I'll still update my twitter. I usually text my updates so yeah, no need to come online, so I'm fine with it. :D

Need to study. I'm completely clueless as to what is going to come out for exams. I. am. so. dead.
Time to unleash my inner nerd! ~~(that's if I have one at all)~~

on a completely random note : went to buy Legos with my brother yesterday(remember the photo of that little Lego zombie dude? that's my brother's) and seriously, I was so convinced that I could easily be a guy. Wanted to just buy the whole store. I have set my brother's next Lego target! He WILL get the other part of the Castle collection!

told you I'm a geek. ;)

Rae has gone back to Aussie! ): nevermind, December will come quick!

I love following BLG's twitter. They are downright cute and funny! hahaha.

when my mind takes off and finds something random

2009-09-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

hahaha. Found this on Twitter!

- i just delayed our whole plane to china over an hour thinking i lost my passport, turned entire plane back to gate, then found it. whoops.
5:44 PM Sep 24th from web

that was by Martin of BLG. hahha. funny.

Too much of love can be too much

2009-09-27T21:16:00.004+08:00

OMYGEE! should I? Should I? Should I?

Should I go watch the AAR concert?!!!!! but the exams are during then! I hate this. gosh! HOW?! but then, I want to go for Canon's Photomarathon which is on that day too!
BUT TYSON!
seriously, why did the school decide to bring forward the exams?! 'Cause you see, the Ferrari thing in Bukit Tinggi is on the 9th and 10th of Oct. And dad's going. And I don't get to skip school on the 9th to go along. Like HELLOOO, don't you know how pretty Ferraris will look like in photographs?
):
And since dad's going to Bukit Tinggi, that means he won't go the Canon one with me! and then now I don't know if I get to go AAR's concert. This sucks. ):
Maybe I should just stay at home on the 10th and do some studying. ~~funny, who am I kidding?~~
And then there's the BLG thing on the 2nd of Oct, in Club Quattro. And dad will be attending another photographer's wedding. even if he didn't, he wouldn't go to the club to take pretty pictures of BLG either.[ BRYAN DONAHUE! :D ] ):
You know what? I'm gonna go finish off my essay on perception. Think I'm inspired now.. Maybe I'll just write a completely new essay on my perception on how bitter life can be!

kidding. as if I'll write a completely new essay! dream on. oh i can so imagine Azmir and Ching singing to Aerosmith's 'Dream On' now. hahahaha. think my mood is back up!

This time, baby
I'll be bulletproof.

this is why I love music

2009-09-26T02:25:00.001+08:00

I'm running out of patients
'Cos I can't believe what the hell
I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That I am feeling

I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Ladies never lose composure.

you can easily find a song that defines your feelings.

Nobody likes to hear someone whine.

2009-09-19T20:38:00.006+08:00

Wow
.
.
.
.
.
I seriously should stop reading her blog, it makes me feel like such a loser.
But I can't help it! the things on her blog! they sound so unreal! c'mon!
I mean, they told me about it but I really wasn't prepared for what I just read.
She's a complete different person on her blog, and in real life. Too different. nvm

Anyways, to keep my mind off that matter, I finally did something to the photos I took during one of my sis's frisbee competition (months ago!)

Ta-da! ;)

If all our life is but a dream
Fantastic posing greed, then we should feed our jewelry to the sea
For diamonds do appear to be
Just like broken glass to me
And then she said she cant believe
Genius only comes along in storms of fabled foreign tongues

Tripping eyes and flooded lungs
The northern downpour sends its love

Hey moon please forget to fall down
Hey moon don't you go down
Sugar cane in the easy morning
Weathervanes my one and lonely

):

2009-09-18T16:54:00.003+08:00

Boys Like Girls are coming to Malaysia again.
BUT
it'll be in Club Quattro @ Avenue K.

And then the AAR are coming but it'll be during exam week.

hate it.

Too much of anything is too much
Too much of love can be too much
We had too much time, too much us
So we fought like tomorrow was promised

I hate nyamuks.

2009-09-14T21:40:00.005+08:00

When I say "jump", you say "how high?"

Don't highlight. It's not a complimenting paragraph.
Seriously, do you have to be the person that you are?
Honestly man, my perception of you has completely changed as of today. Sheesh.
You're terrible when it comes to things like these you know?
Such a flirt. I mean, c'mon. What the heck is wrong with you?
Just needed to get it out of my system.

I say, he's got the best beating heart in the world
And it makes me want to twirl around I hit the ground

Azmir mentioned about Jason DeRulo's Whatcha Say. Thought it was a cover of Frou Frou's Hide And Seek. Turns out, it's a different song. Just a little like Hide And Seek.

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two

Stuck in a crossroad.

2009-09-11T22:12:00.003+08:00

I've got the acoustic version of Heart Heart Heartbreak!
It's so good! better than the original one. Martin's voice is so amazing! Woke up after a nap yesterday with his voice and the "heading for a heart heart heartbreak" line stuck in my head. It felt good. haha. It was like I had his voice on replay! haha.

Heading for a heart heart heartbreak.

2009-09-08T20:04:00.003+08:00

Go iTunes store and preview Boys Like Girls' Heart Heart Heartbreak(acoustic version)!
Martin's voice kickass.

MLIA

2009-09-07T19:17:00.006+08:00

Juin, you so rock. I'm addicted.
hhaha.

Today in psychology class, I asked my teacher if he was aware that diarrhea was hereditary. He immediately replied "No, it isn't," and proceeded to explain why. I interrupted him with "Sure it is, it runs in the jeans." He was so excited with this response, he ran out of the room to get another teacher for me to tell. Psychology rocks. MLIA

Today at school I leaned back in my chair and it made a farting noise. I casually did it again so everybody would know it was the chair. MLIA

I changed my blog template! Darn proud of myself! :) had so much editing to do. hehe.

Highlight-able! ;)

Milk.

2009-09-06T17:45:00.002+08:00

My dear brother has been hospitalised.
The poor boy fell during basketball training this morning and injured himself.
Thank goodness, his coach sent him to a nearby hospital and called my parents.
Turns out he broke two bones in his wrist

Woke up this morning, hungry, looking for food. Found no milk to go with my cereal so decided t call my dad and ask if he could get some on his way back after picking my brother up.
That's when i found out my brother was in a hospital and is waiting to get his surgery.
Woke my sis, and then we went out, to go visit him. We brought him chocolates! but yeah, he was still waiting for his surgery so he couldn't eat it (poor boy, the chocolates were just infront of him, yet he couldn't eat it! ;D )
After awhile we left. Went to get McDs. Came home and found out the whole story from my mum (apparently, my bro's wrist was bleeding too! ) then my parents went out after receiving a call that they need at least one parent there. so yeap. surgery was at 2pm. Finished at around 4pm I think.

Thank goodness he only broke his left wrist, otherwise, he'd be in big trouble. His UPSR exams are on Tuesday. and he's a right-hander!
Think he's going to stay in the hospital for another day. Waiting for them to come home now :)

Beijing welcomes you. :D

2009-09-01T19:05:00.001+08:00

I'm back people!

and I feel a headache coming on.

I SO LOVE BEIJING!

this time, it was a lot better than the first time I went there.
The tourguide was good, the food was good(not that the other time it was bad. Tour I go always pick good food XD), and I got to see way more than the other time.

My favourite? The Summer Palace. freaking beautiful. ;)
I definitely want to go there again. Next time, I'm going to spend a whole day just visiting the Summer Palace. crazily huge and awesome.

okay, gtg.

OH YES,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, RAE!

Beijing, baby!

2009-08-24T18:20:00.002+08:00

PEOPLE!
I'm off to Beijing in less than 6 hours!
Midnight flight.
I will be back on the 1st of September, Tuesday. So that means, I'm skipping school on that day! :)
This time, I'm going with weekii and her family! :D
and I'll get to visit the Forbidden City! The other time I went Beijing, we didn't get to go check out the Forbidden City.

Bad news is, I'm down with the flu. and a terrible headache. Probably pop a few Panadol later and get some rest before going off to the airport. As for now, i still need to finish packing a few stuff!

Oh! went 1u the other day. Saturday, I think. Saw some many people. Including Leos. the girl from Leo Forum. You know, the one from Kepong school. The one younger than us but looked so much more mature. yeah, saw her and her boyfriend (:

okay, i gtg.

So yes, see you guys in school on wednesday, okay?!
Don't miss me alright? ;)

1,2,3,4

2009-08-21T20:32:00.003+08:00

While I'm at it,
Leo's farewell lunch was on Wednesday, in Renaissance Hotel.

ChunKit and what he drew, using a satay stick and melted chocolate!

Quinnie decided to try is out too (:

You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier, crazier.
Feels like I'm fallin',
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier.

the post with pictures and snippets of BLG lyrics (:

2009-08-17T22:34:00.005+08:00

KhengYew mentioned the lack of photos on my blog. On the MTVWS concert post I mean.
So here you go!

I'm warning you though, they are extremely blur and off coloured.

;)

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride;
the world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched,
now i'm so broken that i can't get up
-Love Drunk

Kasabian, the last act of the concert.

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker,
Got me wrapped around your finger
-Heels Over Head

Zyang and Khengyew, looking for Jen and the rest.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain,
And bring on the thunder.
-Thunder

Bryan Donahue! the bassist(I think!) for BLG

I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold on my heart
-Hero/Heroine

Okay,I took the photos below from Juin's blog. :D

The best 'rocker' pose we achieved!

Alright, at five minutes to midnight,
You'll see our names in city lights,
We'll make the clock stop,
Make your heart drop and come alive
-Five Minutes to Midnight

More of Bryan! <3

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so surreal
-Hero/Heroine

Martin! hehe. cute.

And then you threw me up against the wall,
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wished that I had never loved at all.
-Up Against The Wall

Tyson Ritter of The All-American Rejects! the wild one! I freaking LOVE tyson!

Before you let me fall,
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
And push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
Cuz everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong
-The Only Way That I Know How To Feel

For more photos, go visit Juin's blog :)

I love MTV

2009-08-17T21:38:00.007+08:00

I lost my mojo to blog about the MTV World Stage.
but nevertheless, I'll give you a short post about it.

okay, went Juin's house on Saturday to go Sunway Lagoon with her.
So Juin, Zyang, Ernest, Hanwei, and I went together(Juin's dad sent us). By the time we stepped foot into the Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach, it was around 5 something, close to 6pm. After awhile, we saw khengyew and Ernest and Hanwei went off with their friends. Soon, the concert began.
VJs introducing bla bla bla.

Hometown boys Estranged took the stage first!
Not too bad, really.

After that, the beloved Boys Like Girls came on stage!
They kicked it off with "Love Drunk" and then "Hero Heroine".
Then, there was a little drizzle and so they sang "Thunder", and finally, "The Great Escape"!
Loved every single minute of it! seriously!
Too bad they only played 4 songs ):

But hey, let me tell you, Martin Johnson is lovely!
In fact, he even climbed up the stage's support pole and sang for a short while from there!
I love Boys Like Girls. Especially Martin. and Bryan Donahue. hehe.
It was fun to sing along to their songs!
I still can't quite believe they sang only 4 songs! ):
But then again, I got to see them perform live! I'll never forget it.
I hope they will return again! hehe.
Martin brought a can of Red-Bull back to Boston! hahahahah. I'm serious!

Okay, moving on.

Then, it was Raygun.
Never heard of them before. Well, not before I saw the artist lineup on MTVasia's website.
but still, I didn't quite bother searchign for their songs to listen.
But heck, they played their video for "Just Because" on the screens while we were waiting and I have to admit, it's quite nice.
so yes, by the time they came out, sang some songs and moved on to "Just Because", I knew how to at least sing the chorus!
So overall, Raygun was quite good!

After Raygun, we had Pixie Lott!
The only song of hers that I heard before was "Mama Do(uh oh)".
But the other songs she sang on Saturday, "Turn It Up" and "Boys and Girls", wasn't bad either!
Her performance for "Mama Do" was good! So good that I kept singing it on the way back to my sister's car, in the car, and back home. (: it truly is catchy.

And then, there was Hoobastank!
Haven't heard any songs from Hoobastank since ages ago so they were actually one of the main reasons(along with BLG and AAR) I wanted to go so badly.
I have to say, Hoobastank and The All-American Rejects sure knew how to get the crowd going.
Hoobastank rocked the stage with a short "ghostbuster" sing-along. Their most known song, "The Reason", practically had EVERYONE singing along. It was awesome! oh! they performed "Crawling In The Dark" too!

After that, we had one of the most anticipated act of the night!
The All-American Rejects!
They put on a heck of a performance.
Sang 6 songs! Crazily brilliant!
Nick Wheeler used a Gibson double neck guitar!
They started off with "Dirty Little Secret" and ended with "Gives You Hell"
In between they had "Swing Swing", "I Wanna", "The Wind Blows" and "It Ends Tonight".

The moment I heard Tyson sing 'I'll leave when the wind blows', my heart just dropped. Not in a bad way. But it a very dramatic yet lovely way. I felt as if I could just die then and there already. It was as if my life mission was done. Cause since 2 weeks ago, the moment I first heard that song, I was in love with it. I just love the way Tyson sings it.
And then he did the most wonderful thing by starting the song from the very beginning and I was alive again!
I love Tyson to bits!
Since that 2 weeks ago, "The Wind Blows" beat "It Ends Tonight" at being my favourite AAR song.
[p/s: I only fell crazily in love with AAR AFTER they released "It Ends Tonight"]
And the way Tyson sang "The Wind Blows" on Saturday night was just like how he sang it in the recorded version. So freaking perfect.

Personally, I think AAR's performance was the best for that night. Seriously, everyone was singing along to every song of theirs that it felt so good.
And the 4 of us were jumping and singing lungs out and it was all so fun! Actually, Zyang, KhengYew and Juin did most of the jumping. I'm quite weak you see. And my stupid pant was really loose and the belt decided not to help on that night.
But it was FUN nontheless!

Finally, there was Kasabian.
I've heard a few of their songs but I only liked "Where Did All The Love Go?"
We left halfway through their performance to meet up with Hanwei and Ernest at the entrance. Somewhere along the way, while walking, I could hear them playing "where did all the love go?" (:
but yes, wasn't too impressed by their gig. But never the mind!

Overall, MTV World Stage Live In Malaysia. The first ever in Malaysia. The first ever in Southeast Asia. Well, it was awesome. Really. a little faults here and there but overall, it was quite good! (:

I love Martin.
I love Tyson.
Tyson is so cute a childish way.
Really, he's like a little kid. the way he says 'say yeaahhhh' is so gay but so freaking cute!
saw somewhere that this girl called is sexy. come to think of it, it's passable as a cute-sexy-gay-yeahhhh. hahahah.

on second thought, judging by how much I managed to spam out here, I think I got back my mojo somewhere along the 3rd paragraph (: hehe.

Pictures(except those of Kasabian and Estranged) taken from : www.ewinee.com and http://worldstage.mtvasia.com

Ghostbuster

2009-08-16T23:11:00.001+08:00

I have no idea why my older posts are all underlined.
It's so ugly.
Never the mind, all the more for me to change my blog layout!

of course, after the MTV world stage update (:

Be thankful for MTV (:

2009-08-16T21:06:00.002+08:00

I SOOOOO LOVE MTV WORLD STAGE IN MALAYSIA.
for the first time ever, I saw Boys Like Girls, The All-American Rejects, Hoobastank, Raygun, Pixie Lott, Kasabian and even local boys Estranged, live.

Fell in love twice! suddenly Martin Johnson of Boys Like Girls is so hot! (:
and Tyson Ritter of The All-American Rejects is so cute!

you should see the way tyson says "say yeah!"
So freaking cute! hahahaha.

okay, a more detailed post will be up, a.s.a.p.

Just because you can, it doesn't mean you should.
-Raygun

I'm holding on by letting go of you.

2009-08-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

10th of August,
A bad and also good day,
excitement, fear, anticipation, the best of lucks, doubt,
all rolled into one.

Bibir macam Syurga ;)

Slow dancing with a zombie

2009-08-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

We should have a halloween party.
Then I'd serve you guys chilled, bloody hearts for dessert ;)

dear angel, would you please drop me some passes to go watch MTV World Stage? (:

2009-08-04T23:17:00.006+08:00

Kheng Yew had a brilliant idea on how to get passes for MTV World Stage live in Malaysia.
his plan was to buy an Xpax starter pack(10 bucks), and then reload 50 bucks and bam! 2 tickets! not bad, right? 60 bucks for 2 tickets! ~~way cheaper than leehom or jay chou or any other concert tickets.~~

Eventhough I switched mobile networks FROM Xpax to Maxis, I can't help feeling tempted to do the same thing as kheng yew.
So, I went to Xpax's website to find out more about the whole ticket redeeming thing.
Guess what I saw?
See it for yourself.

"ALL REDEEMED DUE TO POPULAR DEMAND"

Why won't they SELL those precious tickets! >=(

James McAvoy! <3

2009-08-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

disappear off the internet's surface for a few days and what you get is an e-mail account flooded with e-mails!
(but thank goodness not all of them have to be replied! ;D )

I love James McAvoy, you know!
But he's not exactly THAT good looking either. but there's just something about him.
But like Juin said, it's probably the fedora he wore in Penelope.
Or maybe it's the Scottish accent.

OhEmGee! He acted in Atonement and Becoming Jane!
Now there's no way I'm not going to watch the two movies already!
hahaha. I love period movies! the feel I get! whooosh! haha!

okay, check my email and this is to ching and azmir : Fine, you guys win. just saw an email from Apple titled "The next iPhone. Available Friday." got it on the 29th of July (:

slowly, I'm opening up to feelings.

2009-07-26T21:35:00.005+08:00

I wrote a long post less than half an hour ago.
More like a rant.
A long post ranting about something.

Typed it out, changed the fonts to white and titled that post as " keep you mind clean, and don't bother higlighting the words. I'm darn right serious."

less than 10 minutes after that,
I deleted that post.
Why? 'cause I felt good letting all those out.
And since I was done with letting all the anger out, why keep the post that was full of profanity around? Why torture other curious readers who would actually highlight the post?

So here I am, posting about a small accomplishment. A pretty big deal for me actually.
Here, this is a post, the complete opposite of the anger filled post I just deleted.

oh, have no worries,
I'll keep my cool.
well, I'll try.

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

It's what we'd do in the name of friendship (:

2009-07-26T19:54:00.004+08:00

Details :
July 26 2009.
Really early in the morning(say, around 8-9 am).
Petaling Street LRT station.
Juin, me, Dingsheng, Sanyap.

So yes, Quinnie parents came and pick us up from the LRT station since it was raining.
Then, we snuck our way into her new condo. Arranged the 16 doughnuts onto the BBQ sticks(long story). Took a few photos, and decided it was time.
Time for what? To Surprise Quinnie, of course!

I will not mention about the string of events that happened in her room while she was still asleep. Since Quin seriously views it as a bad start to the wonderful day. Then, we went outside, cut the doughnuts, etc etc.
OH! wait, I have a picture of the gift we got her but it's on my phone and I'm lazy to get the cables to transfer the photos. Maybe another day soon. Or you can wait till Juin posts up the photos.
We got her a mini pool table, btw.
and juin and I got her another seperate gift. a pair of cute keychains (:
And Juin got her this really really pretty card!
oh, there's also the huge 'card' we gave quinnie(all the hardwork goes to Juin!) with pictures and messages from us! Even one from Rae, all the way from Aussie!

Then, Jen came and we left to go pick up Ivan, Stan, and Chris before going to Shabu Shabu for lunch!
No comments on the food. Quin's mum payed for us! and you know, she wasn't even having lunch with us. they were having lunch at PappaRich nearby and they came and payed the bill. =/

Then we dropped Juin and Zyang off and Quinnie and I took the LRT to Maluri Station. Nyeeken was kind enough to wait for us(while the basketballers went for their match first) at one of the stations. After a little arguement, Nyeeken finally gave in and agreed with us girls to take a cab to the NK primary school. (haha! go girl power! XD)
Then, it was the end of the day!

ask Quinnie and she'll tell you we had a lot of surprises set for her today!
we tricked her about lunch, and then the presents. and the cupcakes at the restaurant too!
Today's outing is relatively good.
In fact, it's one of the rare times, if not the only, where everything went rather smoothly. No terrible incidents! :D

So Quin, if you finally decide to come back online and read this, do know that the bunch of us love you dearly. how could you even think we actually weren't going to bother to do anything for you this year?! we love you!

Are you sure people are trying to get into your circle or is it the other way round?

2009-07-26T19:50:00.002+08:00

I either try too hard or I don't try at all.
It's that simple.

The phone rings,
And she screams:
"Stab my back,
It’s better when I bleed for you.
Walk on me,
There never was enough to do."

The heartbreak.

2009-07-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

I think I might just die of heart attack now.
I dropped my phone on the floor!
It's a serious case, I say. The battery fell out too! ):

The Secret of Moonacre

2009-07-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

It's simple: I like the movie.
Too much animation for my liking but it's still not too bad.
Personally, I think their costume was really good (:

and my favourite character!

"Sir Benjamin/Sir Wrolf Merryweather"

Played by Ioan Gruffudd

Talented Ioan joined the cast to take on the dual roles of Sir Benjamin and his ancestor Sir Wrolf Merryweather. Ioan is best known for his roles as Mr Fantastic in The Fantastic Four, Lancelot in King Arthur and as young sailor and adventurer Horatio Hornblower in Hornblower on the small screen. Ioan's Sir Benjamin is gruff and taciturn - all a cover for a heartbroken man who has lost hope. -http://www.thelittlewhitehorse.com/introcast2.html

I think he did rather well. I just loved him in the movie!
He made a good Lancelot in King Arthur. Loved him there too!

Tempted to get the book now. I'm quite sure the book( The Little White Horse) would be a lot better than this movie.

On another completely different note,

Movies I WANT to watch:
-The Proposal
-Public Enemies(c'mon, Johnny Depp, Christian Bale and Channing Tatum are in it!)
-My Sister's Keeper
-Gamer(Gerald Butler!)
-Caroline
-Sherlock Holmes (Loads and loads of actor and actresses that I like. But it'll only be released on Christmas)
-Doubt
-Atonement
-The Ugly Truth
-Cheri
-Ghosts of Girlfriends Past
-Dance Flick
-The Time Traveler's Wife
-New York, I Love You
-August Rush
-Young Victoria(Still waiting for it to be released here. Been waiting since last year. It's tiring!)
-Ballet Shoes(What, do you really think Emma Watson only stars in H.P.?)
-Lost in Austen
-Dorian Gray

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
with my eyes closed
'cause ladies take it in and get composure
before I lose it get composure

I think my posts are very colourless.

A smile and you make my heart break

2009-07-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

the adrenaline rush I get when I hear the radio play a song I've been trying to get people to listen to for months! just... Whooosh!

I'm re-promoting Sam Sparro's Black and Gold! Listen to it! (:

procrastination is the theft of time

2009-07-13T23:34:00.004+08:00

okay, so, the 5th of july post. a promise is a promise isn't it?
so yes, us girls(juin, quin, rae and I) and NyeeKen decided to pay the Elite team a surprise visit, since it was Ivan's birthday!
so yes, for the whole of that week, we lead them into believing that we wouldn't be able to go watch their basketball match on Sunday.
And then came Sunday, and we just, well, showed up (:
Not sure if the guys were really surprised or just "surprised".
But yeah, Quinnie bought a cake and then we decided to go Mid Valley for a meal!
We ended up in The Gardens' food court. :D

so yes, this is an EXTREMELY short summary of what happened that day.
Loads of things happened before we went IN THE SCHOOL to watch the match,
during the match,
and after the match.

Just too lazy to post them all up.

I'll let you in on a secret though : the guys are really fun to watch. seriously. you should see how Kheng Yew 'slide' across the basketball court.
and the pose San Yap gave when he lost the ball to another guy.
and how Ivan fell a few seconds too late after being hit.
etc.

and then, just this past Friday, we went out for dinner! 15 of us (dingsheng, derrick, jen, chris, ivan, weijun, khengyew, stan, sanyap, xyang, zyang, rae, quinnnie, juin, and I) went Delicious for dinner. It was more like to celebrate Rae's homecoming (but she just left for aussie again, yesterday).
Went Juin's house and Rae's driver sent us to Bangsar and since we were early, we decided to walk around the mall. Guess who we saw? hehe. nvm. that's for the 3 of us to know! (:

And then the next day(which was Saturday) I went for Interact's 30 Hour Famine!
Thank goodness Juin went (: otherwise, I'd probably die there alone.
but yeah, my group wasnt too bad I guess. a bunch of funny people (:

That's about it. I've got to go now!

I'd love you to take me to a deeper conversation

2009-07-05T23:44:00.005+08:00

Just heard Deeper Conversation by Yuna.
It's a nice song. really nice.

Heard a cover of it by the girl behind ~~the Skylight Love Affair~~ *Hideous, Kinky . She's good (:

So yeah, anyway, heard the cover and I decided to go find the song itself. and really, it's not bad. :D

and she's Malaysian too!

Never Say Never

2009-07-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hey world, it's Ivan's birthday today!
and I promise, a post about today's events will be up soon. As soon as possible! maybe tomorrow or tuesday!