♥ , So wrong it's right.

slowly, I'm opening up to feelings.

Date : Sunday, 26 July 2009

I wrote a long post less than half an hour ago.
More like a rant.
A long post ranting about something.

Typed it out, changed the fonts to white and titled that post as " keep you mind clean, and don't bother higlighting the words. I'm darn right serious."

less than 10 minutes after that,
I deleted that post.
Why? 'cause I felt good letting all those out.
And since I was done with letting all the anger out, why keep the post that was full of profanity around? Why torture other curious readers who would actually highlight the post?

So here I am, posting about a small accomplishment. A pretty big deal for me actually.
Here, this is a post, the complete opposite of the anger filled post I just deleted.

oh, have no worries,
I'll keep my cool.
well, I'll try.

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 21:35

It's what we'd do in the name of friendship (:

Date :

Details :
July 26 2009.
Really early in the morning(say, around 8-9 am).
Petaling Street LRT station.
Juin, me, Dingsheng, Sanyap.

So yes, Quinnie parents came and pick us up from the LRT station since it was raining.
Then, we snuck our way into her new condo. Arranged the 16 doughnuts onto the BBQ sticks(long story). Took a few photos, and decided it was time.
Time for what? To Surprise Quinnie, of course!

I will not mention about the string of events that happened in her room while she was still asleep. Since Quin seriously views it as a bad start to the wonderful day. Then, we went outside, cut the doughnuts, etc etc.
OH! wait, I have a picture of the gift we got her but it's on my phone and I'm lazy to get the cables to transfer the photos. Maybe another day soon. Or you can wait till Juin posts up the photos.
We got her a mini pool table, btw.
and juin and I got her another seperate gift. a pair of cute keychains (:
And Juin got her this really really pretty card!
oh, there's also the huge 'card' we gave quinnie(all the hardwork goes to Juin!) with pictures and messages from us! Even one from Rae, all the way from Aussie!

Then, Jen came and we left to go pick up Ivan, Stan, and Chris before going to Shabu Shabu for lunch!
No comments on the food. Quin's mum payed for us! and you know, she wasn't even having lunch with us. they were having lunch at PappaRich nearby and they came and payed the bill. =/

Then we dropped Juin and Zyang off and Quinnie and I took the LRT to Maluri Station. Nyeeken was kind enough to wait for us(while the basketballers went for their match first) at one of the stations. After a little arguement, Nyeeken finally gave in and agreed with us girls to take a cab to the NK primary school. (haha! go girl power! XD)
Then, it was the end of the day!

ask Quinnie and she'll tell you we had a lot of surprises set for her today!
we tricked her about lunch, and then the presents. and the cupcakes at the restaurant too!
Today's outing is relatively good.
In fact, it's one of the rare times, if not the only, where everything went rather smoothly. No terrible incidents! :D

So Quin, if you finally decide to come back online and read this, do know that the bunch of us love you dearly. how could you even think we actually weren't going to bother to do anything for you this year?! we love you!

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 19:54

Are you sure people are trying to get into your circle or is it the other way round?

Date :

I either try too hard or I don't try at all.
It's that simple.

The phone rings,
And she screams:
"Stab my back,
It’s better when I bleed for you.
Walk on me,
There never was enough to do."

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 19:50

The heartbreak.

Date : Tuesday, 21 July 2009

I think I might just die of heart attack now.
I dropped my phone on the floor!
It's a serious case, I say. The battery fell out too! ):

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:31

The Secret of Moonacre

Date :

It's simple: I like the movie.
Too much animation for my liking but it's still not too bad.
Personally, I think their costume was really good (:

and my favourite character!
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"Sir Benjamin/Sir Wrolf Merryweather"

Played by Ioan Gruffudd

Talented Ioan joined the cast to take on the dual roles of Sir Benjamin and his ancestor Sir Wrolf Merryweather. Ioan is best known for his roles as Mr Fantastic in The Fantastic Four, Lancelot in King Arthur and as young sailor and adventurer Horatio Hornblower in Hornblower on the small screen. Ioan's Sir Benjamin is gruff and taciturn - all a cover for a heartbroken man who has lost hope. -http://www.thelittlewhitehorse.com/introcast2.html

I think he did rather well. I just loved him in the movie!
He made a good Lancelot in King Arthur. Loved him there too!

Tempted to get the book now. I'm quite sure the book( The Little White Horse) would be a lot better than this movie.

On another completely different note,

Movies I WANT to watch:
-The Proposal
-Public Enemies(c'mon, Johnny Depp, Christian Bale and Channing Tatum are in it!)
-My Sister's Keeper
-Gamer(Gerald Butler!)
-Caroline
-Sherlock Holmes (Loads and loads of actor and actresses that I like. But it'll only be released on Christmas)
-Doubt
-Atonement
-The Ugly Truth
-Cheri
-Ghosts of Girlfriends Past
-Dance Flick
-The Time Traveler's Wife
-New York, I Love You
-August Rush
-Young Victoria(Still waiting for it to be released here. Been waiting since last year. It's tiring!)
-Ballet Shoes(What, do you really think Emma Watson only stars in H.P.?)
-Lost in Austen
-Dorian Gray

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
with my eyes closed
'cause ladies take it in and get composure
before I lose it get composure

I think my posts are very colourless.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 22:54

A smile and you make my heart break

Date : Sunday, 19 July 2009

the adrenaline rush I get when I hear the radio play a song I've been trying to get people to listen to for months! just... Whooosh!

I'm re-promoting Sam Sparro's Black and Gold! Listen to it! (:

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:26

procrastination is the theft of time

Date : Monday, 13 July 2009

okay, so, the 5th of july post. a promise is a promise isn't it?
so yes, us girls(juin, quin, rae and I) and NyeeKen decided to pay the Elite team a surprise visit, since it was Ivan's birthday!
so yes, for the whole of that week, we lead them into believing that we wouldn't be able to go watch their basketball match on Sunday.
And then came Sunday, and we just, well, showed up (:
Not sure if the guys were really surprised or just "surprised".
But yeah, Quinnie bought a cake and then we decided to go Mid Valley for a meal!
We ended up in The Gardens' food court. :D

so yes, this is an EXTREMELY short summary of what happened that day.
Loads of things happened before we went IN THE SCHOOL to watch the match,
during the match,
and after the match.

Just too lazy to post them all up.

I'll let you in on a secret though : the guys are really fun to watch. seriously. you should see how Kheng Yew 'slide' across the basketball court.
and the pose San Yap gave when he lost the ball to another guy.
and how Ivan fell a few seconds too late after being hit.
etc.

and then, just this past Friday, we went out for dinner! 15 of us (dingsheng, derrick, jen, chris, ivan, weijun, khengyew, stan, sanyap, xyang, zyang, rae, quinnnie, juin, and I) went Delicious for dinner. It was more like to celebrate Rae's homecoming (but she just left for aussie again, yesterday).
Went Juin's house and Rae's driver sent us to Bangsar and since we were early, we decided to walk around the mall. Guess who we saw? hehe. nvm. that's for the 3 of us to know! (:

And then the next day(which was Saturday) I went for Interact's 30 Hour Famine!
Thank goodness Juin went (: otherwise, I'd probably die there alone.
but yeah, my group wasnt too bad I guess. a bunch of funny people (:

That's about it. I've got to go now!

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:34

I'd love you to take me to a deeper conversation

Date : Sunday, 5 July 2009

Just heard Deeper Conversation by Yuna.
It's a nice song. really nice.

Heard a cover of it by the girl behind ~~the Skylight Love Affair~~ *Hideous, Kinky . She's good (:

So yeah, anyway, heard the cover and I decided to go find the song itself. and really, it's not bad. :D

and she's Malaysian too!

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:44

Never Say Never

Date :

Hey world, it's Ivan's birthday today!
and I promise, a post about today's events will be up soon. As soon as possible! maybe tomorrow or tuesday!

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:10

This is a story of a girl who cried a river and drown the whole world.

Date :

One day, I will let it all out,
I will cry till my eyes become dry,
and then I'll move on and you'll just be another small part of my life.
Like the rest of everyone.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:08

shell

Date : Friday, 3 July 2009

my new favourite source of songs : Acoustic versions of songs by Bullet Fall My Valentine.

Lately I've realised that I have developed a very very weird and rude habit. I avert my eyes away when I speak. Usually, the floor becomes my victim.
But yeah, I stare into space or absolutely nothing at all, while speaking to someone.

How rude!

What if I get lazy eyes?! I mean, it's still possible to develop it at the mere age of 16 right?
crap, now I'm creeping myself out.
never mind.

Heavens holding my hand
And I'm ready to break on through
So I'm tearing down the walls inside
Letting go of all my pride
Make it home before the lie
I dont need to hide inside this shell
This shell
No more
-Susie Suh

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:52

I freaking love this photo

Date :

Love is like a ribbon,
there's a start and an end.

Love can bring me down
When you're around.
It's like zero gravity.
The world just disappears
when you're here.
-zero gravity by D. Archuleta.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:28

MJ, You Rock My World

Date : Wednesday, 1 July 2009

For the record, I've always been a fan of Michael Jackson.
NOT AFTER his death.

I'm definately not one of those who go around talking about how terrible he his for the things he allegedly did to those kids without having any evidence, and then now when he dies, you suddenly love him.
Nope, I'm no where near there.

I've been singing Smooth Criminal way before I even heard about Maroon5 or any other bands. And mind you, I fell in love with Maroon 5 when I was in Primary 5.
In fact, I remember arguing with my sis and a cousin. The debate topic? If MJ was a man or a woman.
Being me, young and silly and stuff, I obviously insisted that he was a 'she'. ~~you can't blame me! He had LONG hair!~~

okay, no more posts about MJ. I believe it's enough.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 00:09

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[Mae Ling]
is a natural pessimist,
goes by the name Mae Ling,
but most of the time it's Ling,
or maybe Mae.
20th April '93
A definate sucker for romance.
has a fondness for anything adorable
photography and music keeps her going.

dreams of, falling in love in Rome,
dating an Irish pilot,
getting married to a British hunk,
and living life in the United Kingdom.
But is sure she'll be a spinster,
stuck in Malaysia for the rest of her life.

sometimes, she's melodramatic.
has the memory of a goldfish.
is a complete klutz.
sometimes,she'd rather die young than get old.

wants to dance under the rain,
watch the sunset and followed by sunrise,
meet prince charming,
be a flashpacker in the distant future.
Flashpacker,NOT Backpacker
complete all these,before she dies

trust me,above isn't copied from anywhere.
it's from where beats fastest when i see you.

Pause. Play. Rewind.

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com