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Rumored Nights
I never thought the whispers were true till now.
El Tango de Roxanne
Date : Thursday, 28 May 2009
When a man falls in love...
First there is desire
Then... passion!
Then... suspicion!
Jealosy! Anger! Betrayel!
Where love is for the highest bidder,
There can be no trust.
Without trust,.
There is no love!
Jealosy.
Yes, jealosy...
Will drive you (echos)

MAD!

Roxanne
You don't have to put on that red light
Walk the streets for money
You don't care if it's wrong or if it is right

Roxanne
You don't have to wear that dress tonight
Roxanne
You don't have to sell your body to the night

(Christian, Ewan McGregor)
His eyes upon your face
His hand upon your hand
His lips caress your skin
It's more than I can stand

(Roxanne)
Why does my heart cry?
(Roxanne)
Feelings I can't fight
You're free to leave me, but just don't deceive me
And please believe me when I say I love you

Yo que te quiero tanto, qué voy a hacer
Me dejaste, me dejaste
En un tango
El alma se me fue
Se me fue el corazon
Ya no tengo ganas de vivir
Porque no te puedo convencer
Que no te vendas Roxanne

(Roxanne, you don't have to put on that red light)
Why does my heart cry?
(Roxanne, you don't have to wear that dress tonight)
Feelings I can't fight
(Roxanne, you don't have to put on that red light)
(Roxanne, you don't have to wear that dress tonight)
Roxanne (screaming)x2


If you have not watched Moulin Rouge, you are a sad soul. Seriously, I love that move so much! and for that, I have Rae to thank! If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have known about it.
Anyway, the above lyrics is for the El Tango de Roxanne song. the part where they danced tango. Love that song so much. it's like a mix between "Roxanne" and "Tanguera". splendid!

ANYWAY, our mid-term examinations are finally over ! I feel so happy. no, really, I am.
I kept thinking today's Friday. From the moment the final bell rang until, even now! It just feels like a Friday!
so yeah, going over to Juin's place tomorrow. half-day you see, so yeah.

and then, we'll have our holidays, but boy, my 2 weeks are all filled up! I still have to check where i can get a Zorro outfit, along with the shoes. (more about that after Leo Forum, hopefully) Ah, speaking of which, I won't even have time for my movies! ):

damn, Barcelona beat Man Utd., I still want to watch the match though. wonder if they have replays.

my head hurts. Badly. Real bad. stupid bus. stupid accident. nvm.

just realised, I mistyped Twitter as Tweeter in my other post, the other day. oh well. sorry.

and i agree with Gwen now. Pet Society isn't THAT exciting. Addictive at first play, but yeah, it's getting sort of boring now. i mean, on my 2nd (or was it 3rd?) return to Pet Society, i sort of got bored already. my new addiction --- Word Challenge! ahhaha. It's so fun! hahaha.

Hahah. looking at Dowa bags now. pretty! :D




Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 22:22

It's time to shine my rusty halo...
Date : Sunday, 24 May 2009
...but facebook's Playfish's Word Challenge is just too addictive!

i love Katy Perry's Waking Up In Vegas :)

I forgot what I wanted to blog about. I can't believe it! my memory is getting more and more worse by the seconds. sheesh. this is bad. real bad. D=<



2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day," he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
And here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. maybe I'll just sing about it.


Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 13:11

I looked through my songs file and decided that Part Of The List should be part of the title.
Date : Sunday, 17 May 2009
It feels good when a primary friend, whom you've somehow lost contact with over the past few year, talk you you again. Just out of the blue, he/she says a hi and the conversation just kicks off.

The feeling of being connected again is good and it just makes you want to sit and reminisce. (:



on another note, I really have to start studying for exams.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 18:19

what i need you to do is tell me another lie
Date :
Just came back from one of my aunt's 70th birthday dinner and I feel good (:

'cause so many people said I've grown taller. (yes, I did wear heels but it wasn't that high.Besides, that's not the point.) Point is, I enjoy being tall (:

I've been Facebook-ing a lot today, actually. and Pet Society on Facebook is so addictive! I've been going around on a massive Friends-clean-up, bathing everyone's pet in order to get more paw points! XD
it's so fun! and i blame my sis for getting me so hooked.


Also, i've got Tweeter now! and I so love Ne-yo's Year Of The Gentleman album. it's so good! There's the video for his song, 'Part Of The List', on his website. you should go watch it. It's like the prequel to his 'Mad' video.



Meet Gwen, Azmir and Azmir's much loved iPhone.
[playing Tap Tap Revenge 2 on friday morning.] that's pretty much what they all do every morning these few days (:
That's Gwen concentrating in her attempt to beat Azmir. and that's Azmir wearing his glasses, looking all smart. XD

Actually, for the 1st time since the start of school in January, I missed Azmir during Econs. class on Friday. I mean, he usually goes for prayers and all every Friday but I wouldnt actually miss him or notice it that much. But on just this one Friday, I actually noticed it. (note to Azmir's never-ending admirers: I am not falling for him. no worries alright?!) was just worried since he left for the hospital instead of prayers. (:
[ps, don't tell him though (: ]


I can feel the raindrops
Slowly falling
And they calling for
They keep calling for
My knight in shining armour
Come and save me
Cause I'm drowning in pain

I've been hurt
By his mistakes
So come and take me away
I put him first
I thought he'd stay
But he couldn't weather the storm
So he left me the rain

Over time, pictures fade
All that's left are these empty frames
Sleepless nights, and stormy days
I've got proof that people change
And all that's left are these empty frames
All that's left are these empty...

Can you hear these teardrops
In my pillow?
They keep falling cause
I kept falling for your dozen thorny roses
Now I'm bleeding
And I'm lonely again
-empty frames by Lauren Bennett. written by Ne-yo.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 00:12

all shattered in 5 seconds. flat.
Date : Sunday, 10 May 2009
Nicole Scherzinger- No Happily Every After


"I don't think I want this anymore"
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself: 'You've left before'
This time you will stay gone, that's for sure

And he shouted something else
She dragged her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far.

Normally this would be the time
That she would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
As she got into her car, she said,

No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I'll never let another teardrop fall.

As she drove away she starts to smile,
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.

Laughing about the way he shattered something else
To drag her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far

Normally this would be, the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
As she got into her car, she said,

No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I'll never let another tear drop fall.

I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done (So done, done, done, done, done)
I'm free, I'm free, I'm free
Free to be me.

She inhales an air she'd never breathed before
Cure of no drama no more.

She said
{3x}
No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I'll never let another teardrop fall.

ooowwoooooooowww

Another teardrop fall

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 18:19

No happily ever after
Date :
OKAY, let me bore you about my Saturday(yesterday lah)

After the whole Wesak thing (OH! this little girl drew a picture of me and my sis, and mum, and dad, and bro, and gran!!! hahah. I had long hair in the drawing (: she's so cute! ), we went home and then around 3, dad, sis and I went shopping!

we went Pavillion to shop for present actually.
First, we went shopping for bro's upcoming birthday present. after a long long long search, we finally found a nice wallet. (sis is going to go 'wash' a photo of me and her and put it in the transparent-fied part of the wallet. hehe. he shall suffer.)

Then, we went scarf-hunting for my grandma! actually, we wanted to buy her crystals or a nice pendant or smtg like that but she's actually quite fussy about those stuff. so yeah. scarf was the only thing we could think of. went Promod and bought her this pretty scarf!

Stumbled upon Patchi! the store is cold. hahah. they don't sell chocolate truffles and almost ALL of their chocolates contain nuts. mum likes nuts but yeah.
So, we went for Godiva instead.
had a hard time deciding what to get. If we pick whichever truffles we want, it won't come in a box but in a tiny little paper bag(so it'll be squashed and stuff)

bla bla bla

we ended up getting a box of 12 truffles. (rm155. damn expensive)
the Luxury Box one was really pretty but there'll only be 3 truffles in it. so didnt get that one.
will probably give it to to mum later.

that's about it.

off to emo in Sims 2.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 17:54

Duct tape!
Date :
After a very long anticipation, I finally watched Pride & Prejudice again on Friday.
Half of it, at least.

something's wrong with my disk though, cause halfway through the movie, it started 'jumping' and 'jumping' and then it just stopped. so yeah, i declare my P&P DVD dead.

I need to go shopping again. It's time to buy some stuff. namely:
- Pride & Prejudice DVD
- Vanity Fair DVD
- Vanity Fair : A novel without a hero (novel) by William Makepeace Thackeray
- Pride and Prejudice( novel) by Jane Austen
- a new wallet

think maybe the holidays will be a good time (:

I watched Inkheart(finally!) last night!
Love the guy, Farid, so i googled him up!
a young British actor! he's just so cute, funny and lovable in the movie! haha.

Rafi(Raphael) Gavron


I think Inkheart is a good movie. I like Dustfinger!


I have been blind, unwilling to see
The true love you're giving.
I have ignored every blessing.
I'm on my knees confessing

That I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide it
Now hear my confession.

I have been wrong about you.
Thought I was strong without you.
For so long nothing could move me.
For so long nothing could change me.
Now I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am captured by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide it
Now hear my confession.

You are the air that I breathe.
You're the ground beneath my feet.
When did I stop believing?

Cause I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart
Falling into place.
I can't hide it
Now hear my confession.
I can't hide it
Now hear my confession
Hear my confession
-Josh Groban

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 16:48

Lee Hom's concert
Date :
OKAY. time to blog!
leehom first!

so, on saturday(last saturday obviously), 02.05.09, 8pm, leehom brought his hotness and talent and held his Music Man Live concert in Bukit Jalil Stadium, Malaysia.

Went there with Juin, her bro, her dad, and quinnie.
went Juin's house first(xiao wen was so upset, I'd say). Then we went Secret Recipe before picking Quinnie up from her house. Parked outside quin's area and we walked to the stadium. - - - *concert*- then, walked back to the car, dropped quinnie home, had mamak near my place. then Juin's dad dropped me home. End of the day. (:

Actually, the concert only started around 8.20 or 8.30 with the opening acts by local artists. Daniel Lee and this girl, Kay(i think. in chinese it was something like xiao wei)

After that, we all got what we all came for as the famed USD25,700 G-clef dragon guitar(by world-reknowned Alistair) descended and then it went back up and came back down with Leehom(who was holding another guitar instead). OH YEAH, the thing he came down on, was like, a "flying saucer".
so yeah, fans got high as he belted out "what's wrong with rock". i never really liked that song and the only other time i heard it was at the park at Rae's place where NyeeKen and all were singing that song. yeah.
BUT, after the concert, i fell in love with that song.
ANYWAY, after a few more songs, he sang "Hua Tian Cuo" and in somewhere in the middle of that song he went like "friends in Malaysia, let me introduce to you, all the way Ireland, a Bahamut... it's first roar" and then he played a little tune on the guitar. and it was awesome.

Throughout the whole concert, there was never a dull moment.
He played the violin, drums, 2 electric guitars, the piano and he had this dance solo too!
OH YEAH, the dance crew was really good. especially when they had this individual dance thing when different superhero characters were shown on the LCD screens. There was this black guy who was dancing when it was The Hulk. he was good. really good. slick.
I later found out most(if not the whole) of the dance crew were from the States, so it kind of explains why most of them were so good.

One of the memorable performance was when he sang "sense of security". (that was the first time i heard that song and i fell in love with it the moment he sang the chorus) When he fnished singing that song, he just turned around and walk a few steps back before falling backwards into this trapdoor. and immediately the LCD screens showed a short animated clip thing.
It showed the Music Man falling deep into the water with his armour and all coming off. and then towards the end of the video, the words ‘当Music-Man卸下他英雄外衣时,它也是一个需要爱情的普通男人。' came out. and there was a loud "awwww" from the crowd that could be heard. haha.

OH YEAH. when those words came out, Quinnie who was sitting between Juin and I, went like "okay, incase you guy can't read it, i'll read it for you"(that time when around the second part of the sentence) she quickly said what appeared earlier on, and started reading the second part.
However, before she even finished reading, Juin and I already finished and we were like "awwwww"(yes, we were one of the touched). and Quinnie just went "OKAY. you guys can read it. GOOD."

There was a few "magic acts" here and there throughout the show. He performed quite a number of his songs, including a few from his newest album. Alistair was at the concert too!

That's about that i can recall for now. about 25,000 people showed up for the concert. That's a big crowd. really really big.
Overall, it was a brilliant show. after close to 3 hours, leehom found himself a new sworn fan -- me (:

at times like these, I'm just so glad I went to a chinese primary school.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 15:47

安全感 (sense of security)
Date : Sunday, 3 May 2009
Wayne Brady has an album of his own! (good news for you ching!)

anyway, will blog about my amazing Music-man experience soon.
all I will say now is that it was fantastic!

Also, I just found out, the Eric that we all sang the birthday song to is actually Eric Fawcett. you know, the drummer for N.E.R.D. and I think Spymob too

until then, chiao!

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 17:27

I hope you dance
Date : Friday, 1 May 2009
"Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us." (Mary; Ch. 5)
-Pride and Prejudice

That reminds me, I have yet to get the book.


Juin was talking about Dawn by Dario Marianelli and since i forgot how it went, I youtubed it just now. now i'm in love with that song too!

I just feel like watching Pride&Prejudice again! that movie is one of my favourites.
I especially love the part where Mr.Darcy held Elizabeth's hand to support her when she got up the carriage and then when he walked away, his hand did that 'thing'. as if he was thinking "ah, gosh, should have held on longer" or "I shouldn't have did that, now I'll go crazy thinking of her".
If you still dont get me, just go watch the movie again. or maybe the trailer will have it.
I love the on-screen chemistry between Matthew MacFadyen and Keira Knightly!

It's just so easy to fall in love with Matthew MacFadyen when he is as Mr.Darcy.
now i fell so lovey-dovey and mushy inside


I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 02:57

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[Mae Ling]
is a natural pessimist,
goes by the name Mae Ling,
but most of the time it's Ling,
or maybe Mae.
20th April '93
A definate sucker for romance.
has a fondness for anything adorable
photography and music keeps her going.

dreams of, falling in love in Rome,
dating an Irish pilot,
getting married to a British hunk,
and living life in the United Kingdom.
But is sure she'll be a spinster,
stuck in Malaysia for the rest of her life.

sometimes, she's melodramatic.
has the memory of a goldfish.
is a complete klutz.
sometimes,she'd rather die young than get old.

wants to dance under the rain,
watch the sunset and followed by sunrise,
meet prince charming,
be a flashpacker in the distant future.
Flashpacker,NOT Backpacker
complete all these,before she dies

trust me,above isn't copied from anywhere.
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