dear brother's little Lego man. haha. i so love his Lego people! haha. so adorable.
anyway, i CAN'T believe that the comp teacher gave us only 10 out of the 20 marks for coursework. she claims all of us didn't complete the visual basic thingy(s). and because of that. she ROBBED me of an A man. seriously. don't she know how much difference that A will make on my report sheet?! sheesh. and now 4M wouldnt have any A for computer somemore! ROAR! and she told me i could do better than what i got. well actually, she could grade better too! just 3.make it2 more freaking marks man. she's evil. pure evil. she might as well just give all her form3s and all 5 out 10 for coursework marks. nevermind. it's just computer. should be grateful of what i got right (:
on the other hand, CAN you believe it?! on tuesday, i was listening to Hitz.fm in the car when i heard "don't trust me" by 3OH!3 being played. i was soooo freaking happy! hahaha. goodness. can't believe they would actually(and finally) play that song! hahaha AND THEN, i heard it again on Wednesday! and on Tuesday night, they played Hey Monday's "homecoming"!!!!! RIGHT. nevermind.
OH NO. now i forgot what else i wanted to blog about! argh! right. essay time then!
Don't come back and pretend to tell me The night you've had with your made up stories I was there but you didn't see me. There you were and the floor was empty You and him getting more than friendly Just a kiss but I can see you meant it.
i'm such a fun-sucker. and now i'm using my own term against myself.
Date : Thursday, 19 March 2009
anyway, Leo Camp '09 was amazing. i found it rather fun and prettu much great. but i have to admit, this is actually the 1st leadership camp(in wms) that i ever went to. so yes, to the inexperience me, it was a pretty much great camp, so yeah! and SexyLokLok(group 6) rocked, like stones!!! right, lame. nevermind.
lazy to type what happened and stuff.(as if i don't have to write a report already!)
and yeah, my dad's birthday was on monday. and i'm very sure i wasnt in one of my good moods that day and so i think i didn't exactly help make it a great birthday and stuff. all in all, i think i tend to go around ruining things for everyone else. now, what's my problem?!
i so so so so so want to go Leehom's concert. desperately.
because i made it seem like such a big deal. and guilt and foolishness is all i feel.
i'm suddenly into Korean songs. can you believe it?! bet cha that eevonne will NEVER believe it. seriously, ask her, just years ago i kept telling her rain isnt that good and korea isnt that good. haha. but yeah. look what's happening now! i'm actually listening to korean songs!
Dennis Joseph O'Neil is so cute lah.
다가가고 싶어지면 맘이 다 쉬도록 속으로 불러보죠 When i want to go closer to you, i mentally call for you so that your heart can rest completely, 불러도 못 오는 그대 맘이 더 아프면 어떡해요 Even if I call you, you heart can't come to me, so what would i do if your heart hurts?
그대만 그대만 바람만바람만 only you, only you, only wind, only wind 나 이렇게 달빛처럼 따라만 다닙니다 Like the moonlight, i can only follow you around 이별로 끝날 사랑보다 그리움이 더 낫겠어요 Loneliness seems better than a love that ends with separation 참 바보같은 난 바람만바람만 I'm like a fool, only wind, only wind 보일듯 말듯이 마음도 숨깁니다 i want to show you and then i change my mind, and end up hiding my feelings at once, 뒷모습 하나만이라도 맘껏 볼 수 있게 so that i can even just once more see your image from behind.
그래요 나는 하나도 몰랐어요 You’re right, I didn’t know a thing. 이렇게 아프다는 걸 That you’re hurting like this 그대의 어깨 너머의 사랑도 다 보아야 한다는 걸 That I had to show you all my love
멀어지고 싶어져도 한걸음 떼기가 무섭게 돌아보죠 Though I want to get far away from you, I take one step and hesitantly look back 이름도 얼굴도 아득하게 잊혀지면 어떡해요 What if my name or my face slips out of your memory, far, far away?
- SG wannabe ft Kim Jong Kook : paramman paramman(only wind, only wind)
was i invading in on your secrets?
was iToo Close For Comfort?
Remember when we scratched our names into the sand And told me you loved me But now that I find That you've changed your mind
EXAMS ARE COMING UP! right. that means more studying less lazing. SO, i wont be around to blog or anything for the whole of next week! even on friday and saturday. cause there's leo camp. and my date with the school toilets.
time to study! i'm starting to hate the holidays. u know why?! cause u have more plans and yet still the same amount of homework! so it's busy busy busy!
and if Juin, u're reading this over this not-so-nice weekend, this is for you and you only. i'll say this to you again: PLEASE, rest more, drink more water, dont stress more, and most importantly, GET WELL SOON!
and you think i'm a dumb bitch. if only you knew what what i did for you.
i should really learn to not take things too seriously shouldnt i? cause if i let every hurtful and damn right mean remark or comment you make ruin my day, then i probably wouldnt have an enjoyable life would i? so yes, maybe it's time i just block you out whenever you say something mean. feel sad? betrayed? hurt? pissed? sure! of course i will! but maybe it's time to just allow a maximum of 10 minutes for feelings like that? life goes on, so maybe smiling would be great?
On a lighter note, The family have decided that we would travel up north(or so i've been told) for a day trip on Sunday! What to do, we're such patriotic M'sians and it's about time we visit Teluk Intan. [note to self: find out where that is and what is there to do there.]
HAVE I MENTIONED? the 450D camera lense is fixed! the same lense that annoyed the crap out of me(because smtg wasnt right with it) when i brought it to FRIM to shoot photos. which resulted in me having to use the other zoom lense. which i'm not good at AT ALL. so anyway, daddy sent it to service and TADA! it's fixed! and working! which means i can bring it along this sunday!
Look here she comes now, Bow down and stare in wonder, Oh how we love you, No flaws when you're pretending But now I know she...
Never was and never will be, You don't know how you've betrayed me, And somehow you've got everybody fooled.
Without the mask where will you hide? Can't find yourself lost in your lies.
[Mae Ling]
is a natural pessimist,
goes by the name Mae Ling,
but most of the time it's Ling,
or maybe Mae.
20th April '93
A definate sucker for romance.
has a fondness for anything adorable photography and music keeps her going.
dreams of, falling in love in Rome,
dating an Irish pilot,
getting married to a British hunk,
and living life in the United Kingdom. But is sure she'll be a spinster,
stuck in Malaysia for the rest of her life.
sometimes, she's melodramatic.
has the memory of a goldfish.
is a complete klutz.
sometimes,she'd rather die young than get old.
wants to dance under the rain,
watch the sunset and followed by sunrise,
meet prince charming,
be a flashpacker in the distant future.
Flashpacker,NOT Backpacker
complete all these,before she dies
trust me,above isn't copied from anywhere.
it's from where beats fastest when i see you.
