You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
-A fine frenzy
-A fine frenzy
Went for undang class with Juin, Ee Ken and Clement. So I guess I can say that I did get something done this holidays after all. Those 5 hours of undang class was, boring. But the second half wasnt as bad as the first 3 hours cause Clement, Juin and I got to sit together (eeken was in the other class :/ ). before the lecturer came in, we had some funny moments.
But heck, was so scared when the dude came to pick me up in the morning. First thing I noticed about him was that he smokes ._. thank goodness he didn't smoke in the car. I would have just got out of the car, doesn't matter if we were in the middle of the road. (Actually, who am I kidding? I wouldn't.)
and it was so hard for me to speak to him. (I didn't get some of the things he said and he didn't get some of the things that i said. ) Considering how my mandarin is quite cacat and all. I felt so sorry for him, I mean, he had to put up with my lousy mandarin and hopeless sense of direction all the way to Juin's house. Almost led him the wrong way twice! or maybe thrice. Lol. poor guy.
And considering how I didnt sleep the night before the undang class, I'd say I did quite a great job at not falling asleep throughout the class. :D
by the time I got home and showered and everything and decided to go to sleep, that was 27 hours without sleep. So, not too bad right? Survived.
but goodness. I need to start sleeping back at normal humanly hours. I'd feel so tired during the day and when night comes, I become unbelievably awake. It scares the shit out of me. Try spending at least an hour everyday just to fall asleep.
But I feel so tired right now, I just might be able to fall asleep easily today.
In life, there's no going back. What's been done is done. What's been thought of has been thought of. What's been said is said. You can't just take it back. Things don't happen that way. If you can just rewind and undo a step or anything, life wouldn't be so hard. We'd all have it our own way. But everything we do has it's own consequences. From where we stand, there's only moving forward. We can go back to how it was but there's no turning back. There's no guarantee that everything will be the same. Nothing is ever the same. right?
So we should just enjoy the view from where we are right now right?
