and you think i'm a dumb bitch.
if only you knew what what i did for you.
i should really learn to not take things too seriously shouldnt i? cause if i let every hurtful and damn right mean remark or comment you make ruin my day, then i probably wouldnt have an enjoyable life would i?
so yes, maybe it's time i just block you out whenever you say something mean. feel sad? betrayed? hurt? pissed? sure! of course i will! but maybe it's time to just allow a maximum of 10 minutes for feelings like that? life goes on, so maybe smiling would be great?
On a lighter note,
The family have decided that we would travel up north(or so i've been told) for a day trip on Sunday! What to do, we're such patriotic M'sians and it's about time we visit Teluk Intan.
[note to self: find out where that is and what is there to do there.]
HAVE I MENTIONED? the 450D camera lense is fixed! the same lense that annoyed the crap out of me(because smtg wasnt right with it) when i brought it to FRIM to shoot photos. which resulted in me having to use the other zoom lense. which i'm not good at AT ALL. so anyway, daddy sent it to service and TADA! it's fixed! and working! which means i can bring it along this sunday!
Look here she comes now,
Bow down and stare in wonder,
Oh how we love you,
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she...
Never was and never will be,
You don't know how you've betrayed me,
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.
Without the mask where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lies.
Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 20:12