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Rumored Nights
I never thought the whispers were true till now.
6As
Date : Tuesday, 30 December 2008
it's official. i will definately be able to sleep in peace during the ride to singapore. 'cause 4 hours of sleep just now isnt healthy now is it?
can u believe i missed the A for geography?.
HELLOOO! GEOOO! i'd rather miss it the A for Bahasa M'sia instead. at least then i'd have more people "teman-ing" me with our Bs.
actually, NO. scratch that. i want to keep the A for BM. 'cause i studied really hard for BM this year. of course it has something to do with mdm Zainab's brilliant teaching skill(suck up alert!). but still, got to admit, i actually bothered to study this year.( no, it's not because mdm put me to the front of the class. it's 'cause i made the effort! >=D )
so yes, compared to last year and the year before that, where it was all laugh and play, i actually payed a lot of attention during BM class. i actually started to understand and like the language that we all find annoying. no, i'm not saying i didnt enjoy all the fun in Form1 and 2.
we had LOADS of fun. and it was also during Form2 BM class that Juin,Ben,and NyeeKen heard me shout "FISH!" over the false alarm about nyeeken dropping my glasses, when i was already stressed out.
so yes, GO BM! hahah

i saw RAE! haha. again. and few of the 417 members. Quinnie came late so i didnt get to see her =/


i don't like my long sleeve uniform. so you people most likely wont be able to see me wearing it. maybe once or twice or thrice. but not often.
and my baju kurung makes me looks fat. extremely fat.

now i've got to reinstall my iTunes. how annoying.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 11:43

off to SG
Date : Monday, 29 December 2008
see it's like I woke up from a nightmare that tied me down,
I was smothered and trapped inside a sleep way underground

i have a sudden craving for Vanilla Coke! or maybe just Coke Zero will do.
and, why is it that Coke Zero is so expensive here in Malaysia?!

Its time I learned to fall,
To say the word goodbye.
To feel the sunlight on my face,
Maybe that means...
I'm ready to fly
.
okay, i'm actually trying my very best to not turn this blog into a lyrics blog instead. but at the mean time, you'll have to bear with me and the lyrics.
ALSO, i wont be around for new year. and most likely Juin's birthday too.
i'll be in Singapore instead! yes, our more Westernised,organised,easily accesible,cleaner,prettier,nicer...neighbour. sorry, i cant help it that i like singapore better than here.
ALTHOUGH, i have to agree with most malaysians, we have good food. and...correct me if i'm wrong. did singapore just claimed Char Kuey Tiew as theirs?! or do we just have same types of local foods? oh wtheck. i dont even get what i'm saying.
ANYWAY, wont be here from 30th Dec-3rd/4th Jan.
will be in the tiny island.
leaving a few hours after collecting PMR results.
yes the dreaded day is here. less than 24 hours from now.
crap. why cant i just leave today?!

Where is your faith, where is your love for me?
Why do you fight the things I imagine in my dreams?
See the poison is strong, an addiction is tough to break.
But love is the hardest thing I have ever had to shake.

Its time to break these chains,
To look you in the eye,
To tell you that its over now,
Maybe that means...
i'm ready to fly.
2008 has been great. let's hope 2009 will be greater.
goodbye 3C..
...Hello 4M! (:


Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 16:25

i'm so tired.but who cares.
Date : Saturday, 27 December 2008
Don't go away again,
I want to be more than a phone call at 4am.
Seems like every time you come back home
It's just to steal my heart and leave.

Don't go away again,
I want to be more than a story to tell your friends.
Seems like every time you come back home
It's just to make me fall again.

It's getting hard, I know, believe me I feel you
I can't fall asleep knowing you're not home
Is it too much to ask, can't you just pick up the phone?

We've had our share of fights,
I know it's not easy when I'm never home,
I have my own dreams
Like you have your life planned out back home


OH. u know, weekii's sisters came back from UK for their holiday. and so yes, they bought Haribo's Starmix and Percy The pig and Pals candies. ahhah. yummy. XD

i wonder if my dog(Fish) is gay. cause he seems to prefer guys rather than girls. thats why the other day, we went out for a walk, and it made us wonder if was he attracted to the pretty Cocker Spaniel(either english or american).. or the owner(who is, according to my sister, i rather good-looking guy).

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 01:29

the years gone by
Date : Friday, 26 December 2008
Forever comes too soon.


Picture this.
The rain is pouring outside,
and the street lights,
they wont give us enough light,
to see, the direction we have to go.

Yea, and dont let, anyone know,
where we will run to.
And I need those lips,
that ignite my bones.
(and keep my heart afloat)

I'll tear down the stars and Ill give them to you.
They're not as pretty as your eyes,
but I guess it will have to do.
I'll tear down the stars,
we can ride it to the moon.
I'll float till I find you.
I wouldnt ever let you fall down.

Picture this.
Our clothes are soaked but its fine,
cuz the fires still burning in our eyes.
The heat, might be more than we can stand.
And dont let, anyone know, where we will run to.
Now I need those lips,
that ignite my bones. (and keep my heart afloat)

I'll tear down the stars and I'll give them to you.
They're not as pretty as your eyes,
but I guess it will have to do.
I'll tear down the stars,
we can ride it to the moon.
I'll float till I find you.
I wouldnt ever let you fall,
With out me,
under you. (under you)
under you. (under you), at all.
Back down.
If I had the chance.
I would make it all okay.
I would make you feel like,
you're the only one who matters most.
If I had the chance,
I would replace all the grays,
with sunny days.
We can sit for hours on my roof and tell the rain to go away.
Go away.

I'll tear down the stars and I'll give them to you.
(give them to you)
They're not as pretty as your eyes,
but I guess it will have to do.
(have to do)
I'll tear down the stars,
we can ride it to the moon.
I'll float till I find you.
I wouldnt ever let you fall, down.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 17:16

busy week filled with outings.
Date :
There's only two types of people in the world:
The ones that entertain,
and the ones that observe

okay, so for the past few days, i've been going out a lot. haha. monday, it was One Utama with cousins(weekii and her sisters) and aunts and family. met Leng Lei there! and then she told me Jiayeei was there too! with Zin Dee. but i didnt bump into any of them. and wee kii said she saw Maxine.i didnt bump into her either. OH, i DID bump into Ryan. The one who's one year older than us and is from WMS. oh nvm. SO YEAH, i got this Starbucks keychain thing cause i ordered(weekii's mum paid for it though) their special season one. the Dark Cherry Mocha. but i think i drank my brother's by mistake instead. AH, it's so cute lah!okay, so that was on the 22nd.

then 23rd it was MidValley. had so much fun! played pool, lunch at Chilli's , went shooping.oh, remember, Saving Tips 101. XD and for the 1st time, didnt watch movie at MV. haha.
and 24th it was OneUtama. with the same people in MV. had loads of fun again.
and then 25th, went out with my family(minus my brother). so yeah,went down KL, Pavillion. Dinner at Ichiban Boshi was good. i love their Lobster Salad Gunkan-maki! goodness, so yummy!
OH, i have pictures of the faries people! haha.
and then we're supposed to go out today, but mumsie just called to say we'll go tomorrow instead.
and then, Sunday.MV. hopefully i can make it. XD

GUESS WHAT?! my wii FINALLY has the right colours. haha.
AND ALSO, my thomas kinkade puzzle is finally done! after so many months! and as much as i would like to say i did it all by myself, i cant actually say that. cause LOADS of people helped in the process. my mum, my aunt from SG, my sis, wee kii, and even my sis's friend -MC. lol. will show u guys the pic soon. hehe

I'm like the ringleader,
I call the shots
I'm like a firecracker,
I make it hot
-circus.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 16:56

you might as well be in space
Date : Monday, 22 December 2008
I'm not a hopeless romantic.
I'm just romantic yeah I'm very hopeless.
I'm not a liar. And If I never see you again
And If I never find you again, in this world
I'll remember what we both said.
I remember what you said to me.
You said

I'll wait around, for you to come around.
A million hours back west.
I'll wait around, for you to come around.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 13:13

names to faces
Date : Sunday, 21 December 2008
oh gosh. after 2 hours, i finally managed to get the right version of the Adam Gontier ft Apocalyptica "i don't care". 2 friggin' hours!


now, it's time to put faces to names.
So, meet Kill Hannah.(named after the lead vocalist's ex whose name is, of course, Hannah)



Chase Coy(used to be known as Dear Juliet)



Escape The fate(somehow stumbled upon a song of theirs,which i never knew i had, in my folder, so yes, adding them here)



Cute Is What We Aim For



NeverShoutNever! (yes, it's him, the one who sang BigCityDreams)



Poets Of The Fall(the band i've been bugging some of you to listen to, the one with the mesmerising



A Rocket To The Moon(i think he looks good here)



and here's Backseat Goodbye(never mentioned him before though)



Bullet For My Valentine


Avenged Sevenfold / A7X(the band with the talented lead guitarist,Synyster Gates)



The Academy Is...



Aloha From Hell(just found out about them)



Your Favourite Enemies(never mentioned them before too)



and of course, how can i end it without ALL Time Low



and there's apocalyptica but i've already posted their picture before so yeah.

City and Colour - Comin' Home is nice. (:
and also Stiff Dylan- Ultraviolet (thanks to rae for introducing them to me!)

oh yes! i finally changed my guitar strings to nylons! haha, so now it's less painful! BUT, more tuning work. darn.

my cousin thinks i'm too contradicting, mainly because of what i use as my msn personal messages. it's not that contradicting is it? -_-



how i wish i could say je vous déteste instead



One last kiss before they cart me away, and just take one last look before my body decays
-WiL Francis

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 22:43

british guys,dirty?
Date :
few days ago, i watched Wildchild and Angus,Thongs and Perfect Snogging.(and i must say, it's pretty good)

when rae told me about Aaron Johnson(angus,thongs and perfect snogging), i did what i do best, and googled him up. and from all the pictures that i found of him, i thought he was just.. cute. thats all. BUT THEN, according to Rae, u've gotta watch the movie to see how hot he really is. and so, after watching the movie(or shall i say, DURING the movie), i found out how hot he really is. mind you, he really IS HOT. haha so yes, aaron johnson. hottie.



and then there's Alex Pettyfer from Wildchild. quite good-looking. aaron johnson is hotter though.

anyway, Wildchild and Angus,thongs and perfect snogging, are both Not-bad chick-flicks. but u've gotta watch it for yourself to know how good it is.


Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 21:19

as i lay dying.(atreyu)
Date : Saturday, 20 December 2008
beloved computer is FINALLY reformatted!
haha.
will post pictures of the past few months A.S.A.P.

"Crowds are won and lost and won again but our hearts beat for the diehards!" - FOB.
now, i'm not getting all perasan and say i'm a diehard fan but yeah, i just like that line.
'cause Fall Out Boy's "i don't care" featured Gabe Saporta from cobra starship in their video.
Folie a Deux - A Madness Shared By Two.
ROFLMAO. i need to say this: i LOVE my new hoodie! hahha, cheers to whoever thought of setting up Forever21. love the designer.

Say my name and hers in the same breath,
i dare you to say they taste the same.

Say my name, and his in the same breath, I
Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow feel flames
Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 03:10

completely incomplete
Date : Tuesday, 16 December 2008
first love by nice guy finish last is so cute. XD
i'm down with the flu and sore throat!
i am sick and i feel like dying. but i'm not exactly suicidal.
and you know what? hate falling sick. cause it makes me feel so... weak.
i'm sick of falling sick!



watched Grey's Anatomy before? then you'd definately know Jeffrey Dean Morgan.
okay, sure he may not be the hottest bloke in the world, but he has that certain charm! i mean, i watched Grey's Anatomy, P/S: I love you, and even The Accidental Husband, and there! that charm! you'll just fall for his character. maybe it's his voice, maybe it's the way he speaks, i dont know for sure, but there's just this charm about him that catches my attention. (:


so, i was just watching Miley Cyrus's "Fly on the wall" video, and i think it's quite boring. like, nothing special. except for the part where all the paparazzi starts dancing, that was the only nice part.

it's time for me to go on a Lifehouse's-songs-marathon.
don't you just love lifehouse? (:



Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 14:08

randomisity
Date : Monday, 15 December 2008
actually, i'm quite curious if vampires really do exist.
if they do, what do they think about all the 'fanpires'? what do they think about the twilight frenzy? AND, once they are 'turned', what happens to their family members? i mean, u cant be living with them if they're humans, or can you? i mean, live with them and not suck them dry.

i wonder if i could keep a vixen as a pet. the vixen fell in love with it's hunter.

you know, i used to hate roses but i have learnt to love that famous flower,
caught up by its' beauty beneath the thorns.
'cause you see, i used to find it so cliche, you know, like, how guys always send roses instead of other flowers to girls. and so, as a natural act for me, i decided that i should be a little different and decided that roses will never be 'my thing'. little did i know, a few years later, i've decided that roses are my favourite flower. but i seem to be attracted to darker red ones. the darker the shade of red, the more i like it. i'm weird.

i admire and think linguists are really cool. and talented. and i DO wonder if i'll ever meet one.


i fell in love with the ocean,
and that was quite a few years back,

i love the sound of the waves crashing and how the wind blows,
i love the feel of the white sand beneath my feet,
and i dont think i'll ever be able to fall out of love with it.



at some point, every rose has to die.
-together we cry.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 00:50

sunburnt?
Date : Saturday, 13 December 2008
Eddie just told me something, the very first song of We The Kings that i fell in love with has a video. official video. it's new. what song is that? the one and only.. Secret Valentine. (:

i'm as red as a cooked lobster. -.-
thats what u get when u spend the day under the sun. watching people play frisbee.
so i snapped around 500 pictures,but as usual, i still cant upload any pictures yet.
and out of the 500++ i think there's about.. less than 100 nice pictures.

OH! and i met this guy who's a CLICK! magazine intern, quite friendly but i have no idea what's his name and all, but yeah, i learnt a few new things today. that my DSLR camera, has some sort of resizing thing, which sorts of crops what you see, and so if i use a 50mm-250mm lens, it'll actually be 400mm instead.[x 1.6] it was so funny, he took his phone out to use the calculator and counted 400mm and i was like "huh?" while starring at the words 250mm. haha. i'm so useless. and i have no idea if it works with just my camera or any other DSLR. darn, should have asked. also that, people working for that magazine suffer a lot. 16hours a day,anyone?
i think he felt really bored talking to me about cameras, cause he talks while i reply with short simple words like "ohhh", "okay", "really?", "yeah, true","ahhh" and stuff like that. mind you, i wasnt doing it on purpose, more like, the lack of words to say.

okay, so i woke up late, which resulted in me forgetting to grab my cap,thus, suffer under the sun, and now when i raise my eyebrows, i look like i need double dosage of botox to get ride of the "wrinkles". so anyway, watch the 7 teams play frisbee, they're really good. every single team. especially "CareBears" and "El-ninos".
and so hours spent under the sun watching the players dive,jump,run,shout/scream,cheer,catch,hit away, the frisbee. it was ready awesome.
and then, right after Sunway College's team(which is the team dear sis is on and also the only reason why i went in the first place.) finished their last match against the organizing team -"Jumpers" from Help- and after few group photos of the "Rojak"(sunway's) team, it started raining. heavily. and not just, any heavy rain, the cloud started pouring down HUGE FAT rain droplets, if i wasnt carrying the camera and was in a more suitable location, i would have just stood under the rain and take it all in, BUT NO, muddy field isnt exactly my dream location for a heavy rain. so, while attempting to get back to sis's car ASAP, i ended up soaking wet, my Tee was clinging to me, the backpack was wet like nobody's bussiness, my shoes and socks and everything! my hair too! dripping wet, and so yeah, we decided to "wash" sis's car's interior. haha. and then, i dried my hair using tissues and all and, mind you, i did a pretty good job at that, my hair was rather dry after that.
but what was the point when u're going to McD's and u still have to dash under the rain to get into the place itself? so yes, wet AGAIN.
Luckily, sis's friend Rayven had an extra T-Shirt and was kind enough to lend it to me! haha, so yes, i didnt have to wear my wet T-shirt in the freaking cold McD's. and then after that, we left, for home! to SHOWER! only to realise i've got terrible sunburn. and now sis and mc have got the flu! and sore throat(for sis)

and now i have a hush puppy called Fish. he's so adorable! but, terrible name. we've got to change it people, seriously, try calling your dog Fish, it's so weird. cats love to eat fishes, but Fish doesnt like cats. XD

The Care Bears have an extremely cute theme song and their shirts are so cute and unique!
also, i saw that guy again. the one from Sunway frisbee Open, the one with the nice hair and nice jersey. hahaha, nvm.

Jersey number 7.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 22:30

suspense
Date : Friday, 12 December 2008
the suspense is killing me.

hahaha, i can just die of high-ness/suspense right here right now.

QUICK! somebody tell me how to trasnfer phone credit!
i mean, u CAN transfer from postpaid to prepaid right?

OH, did i happen to mention before, i'm a MAXIS now? lol, i guess not.


THE GOOD NOVEL is STUCK!, gosh. i need to know what happens next. hahaha



WELCOME BACK RAE! you were missed! terribly. XD


Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 01:38

miss impossible.
Date : Thursday, 11 December 2008
She can see about four satellites every minute of the hour
And find a four leaf clover where you never saw a flower
She's habitually paradoxical, a parallel perpendicular
i still need to wait for quite some time before being able to uploads the huge pile of pictures i have. i NEED/WANT to upload them! my poor blog has been so pictureless.
Barefoot in nightgowns, that's how she dances in the rain
Sundown to sundown, like she was washing 'way her pain

i want to a great/fantastic/amazing photographer. best of all, i dont just want to be able to snap macro and still-life shots. i want to be able to take pretty pictures of people!! seriously, if u've seen my "portrait" shots, u'll laugh. they are extremely TERRIBLE i tell you! ugh.
As she is beautiful, she's unpredictable
Damned irresistible, is it plausible to hate her
She is my common sense, revels on decadence
But what's the difference, it's impossible to bait her

i want to be able to snap cool pictures. like the post before the previous one. the one of the guy with the hoodie. i like that picture, i think it looks nice.
and you know whats the 1st step to that? models. people who are WILLING to pose. and that will probably take years more. i think i'm definately going to take up photography in college.
She can really be a handful like the brownies that she bakes you
It can be a tad hysterical, but never quite the breakthrough
She's some kind of an epitome, the sea of intranquility

so this is the time when i wish i was living in UK. or some other country with nice locations.where there are so many nicer things to snap of. where the flowers bloom bigger. where the grass grows greener.i know, so patriotic of me right?
In flimsy nightgowns, barefoot she dances in the rain
Sundown to sundown, like she was washing 'way her pain
and when i grow up, i want to be a professional photographer, own my own studio. travel around the world doing photoshoots for people. but who knows? maybe a few years from now,i might want to be a lyricist instead. a few years can change a lot of things, enough to change a person's heart.
As she is beautiful, she's unpredictable
Damned irresistible, is it plausible to hate her
She is my common sense, revels on decadence
But what's the difference, it's an impossible debate

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 13:19

let's fly baby
Date :
i want to be in UK. like, NOW!!! Apocalyptica's there! and i want to go watch them LIVE! you know, maybe i will. maybe one day, i'll fly to another country just to watch them perform.



'cause you see, all i need to do is, buy tickets. if possible, i'll purchase online. otherwise,buy when i reach there.

then, get an air ticket, get on the plane.

then, collect ticket.

finally, see them perfom!

simple isnt it? as easy as ABC.



now, if only i were that rich


and i never knew Stone Sour's Corey Taylor is now in Slipknot. why? simple. in Slipknot, they wear masks most of the time.


How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hopes
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 02:16

let's go
Date : Wednesday, 10 December 2008
it's overrated how we underrate

i have the sudden urge to run to any music store and buy all of Poets of The Fall and Apocalyptica's albums. problem is, dont think i'll be able to run for that long. AND, i dont think our local retailers sell their albums. especially POTF's. crap.


You lift my spirit, take me higher, make me fly,
Touch the moon up in the sky, when you are mine
You lift me higher, take my spirit, make it fly,
Where all new wonders will appear


Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:43

rather die young than get old.
Date :
I want a girl with lips like morphine,
Knock me out every time they touch me.
I wanna feel a kiss just crush me,
And break me down.
I want a girl with lips like morphine,
Blow a kiss that leaves me gasping.
And I wanna feel that lightning strike me,
And burn me down.


i want a boy with lips like morphine.

decided to do Juin's tag since i'm free now. (:

A. Attached or single? single

B. Best friend? Rae, Quin, Juin. and maybe eddie.

C. Cake or pie? hmm, cake! but it depends actually.

D. Day of choice? Saturday or maybe Friday


E. Essential item? computer[with internet connection of course!] otherwise, cellphone. or maybe my iPod(s)

F. Favorite color? OH! baby blue! if not, i'd go for black.or white, dark red, grey

G. Gummy bears or worm? gummy bears. i like to bite their head off first

H. Hometown? here. or way back in China.

I. Favorite indulgence? singing my heart out. or a big bowl of ice-cream/hot cocoa on a rainy day.

J. January or July? July.

K. Kids? i'm gonna adopt. and i dont know how many.


L. Life isn't complete without? a camera, internet, and music.

M. Marriage date? 7th of July. or anything actually.

N. Number of magazine subscriptions? haha, loads.


O. Oranges or apples? apples. definately.

P. Phobias? fear of height. and creepy-crawlies.

Q. Quotes? at the moment, i have loads. but at the top of the list it's "rather die young than get old". fine, i stole it from a song, so? sue me ;)

R. Reasons to smile? just for the sake of smiling?

S. Season of choice? autumn


T. Tag 10 people. let's face it, no one reads my blog, and i dont think i can coem up with 10 that i really wanna tag so, i'd rather not,but just feel free to do it if u like.

U. Unknown fact about me? hmmm, secretly wishing that i'm not an asian. i usally eat my veggies 1st cause i dont like them.


V. Vegetable? it's just there to make your meal look better. think about it, they are mostly green and the colour just makes your meal nicer.

W. Worst habit? habit...? those losing my temper counts?

X-ray or ultrasound? i'd pick X-ray.

Y. Your favorite foods? idk, anything SWEET and sugary i guess..

Z. Zodiac sign? between aries and taurus.


So for now, take this down a notch,
Crash my car through your window,
Make sure you're still alive,
Just in time to kill you.
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget

i know, i'm getting weirder and weirder.


Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 20:39

where do we draw the line?
Date : Tuesday, 9 December 2008

'cause i'm back to emo moments!

i LOVE this guy's hoodie!!!! since last week, i just have this sudden urge to buy hoodies and fingerless gloves! maybe i'm turning into an emo/scene girl. XD


Passion colours everything



oh gosh, i think i had the best dream in my life, EVER! seriously. no joke there!

i'm quite sure u guys won't want to know what's it about but yeah, too bad, i'm still gonna type it all out! so u can just skip the part after this if u dont want to know!

i dreamt that...APOCALYPTICA CAME!!!! to malaysia!!!! and i was there at the meet-and-greet session thingy! [dont know if there was a concert][and i dont remember seeing any other fans. which is both bad and good news] but yeah, i dreamt that i was there! and i met all four of them! Mikko, Perttu, Eicca and Paavo!!!!!!!
and i almost fainted.(in the dream and i think if it was real, i'm sure i would have fainted too) AND, i got them to sign their album that i bought! (i dont have it so i'm absolutely sure that it was a dream) and yes, all 4 of their signatures!!! and then i remember thinking maybe i should run to a music store and buy a cello for them to sign! and maybe a drum stick for Mikko to sign! hahahah. and yeah, i took pictures with them too!!!! *faints*
now, if only it wasnt a dream.if only it was real. if only it really DID happen, i would be the HAPPIEST girl on earth! gosh! hahaha
i just love how Perttu speaks english in his heavy accent! hahaha, it's just so cute!

and so, my day started very well. it was an extremely great start! and mind you, i dont exactly get that many dreams. i hardly dream when i sleep. so yeah! there you go! my horrible(for you guys) but wonderful dream. well, like they say, a girl can always dream!



and this is for Juin, GET WELL SOON WOMAN!




The dance of flames and shadows in the street
Make poetry nobody's ever heard
The weight of loneliness stands on your feet
The cage already there around the bird
So why don't we join the masquerade
Before it all falls apart
before our love becomes insatiate

What does tomorrow from with me
What does it matter what I see
If I can't choose my own design
Tell me where do we draw the line


Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 18:20

we'll be the band of the hour.
Date : Monday, 8 December 2008
cause sometimes, running is the best solution and i need to heal the hurt behind my eyes
i have come to a conclusion.
i like a lot of Finnish bands.
cause, i never knew[until just now] that Poets Of The Fall are from finland!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WCgX4VQp2o&feature=related

it's <3 i tell you!

you just need to heal
make good all your lies
move on and dont look behind
so sleep, sugar
let your dreams flood in
like waves of sweet fire
you're safe within.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 20:48

truth time
Date :
i feel as if the universe just crashed in on me.i promised myself i wouldnt cry. so what the hell am i doing? i need to know the truth.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 17:19

fingerless gloves!
Date :
if i attained a lifetime chair in the Helsinki Philharmonic orchestra for cello, i wouldnt give it up. nope, i wont be like Perttu Kivilaakso. but than again, if he didnt give it up, i WOULD NOT have known about him. so, great move there! XD


i think it's time to get a band T-shirt. yeap.

i like FINGERLESS gloves!!! you know why? 'cause it's good for my small hands. i have short fingers in case you never knew. (=
so yeah, if i wear fingerless gloves, it wouldnt be the same as wearing normal gloves.
funny thing, whenever i wear normal gloves, i could just bend my "fingers". haha


i want that Apo fingerless gloves. it's pretty. so is the BFMV one.


maybe one day, when they get real famous, my favourite bands will come perform in Malaysia. and that would be the time when i would do anything just to go attend their concert or anything. even if it's just for a meet-and-greet session! that would be the day.

i think i'm going crazy.

" cause a cello is sexier than guitars"
hahaha, Eicca oh eicca.


Küss mich.. ;)
Come feed the rain
Cos I'm thirsty for your love
dancing underneath the skies of lust

Yeah feed the rain
Cos without your love
my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust
and more than ever i hope to never fall,
where enough was not the same it was before.


Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 15:15

metallica and the pact? lol
Date : Saturday, 6 December 2008
There's a link between the book, The Pact, and the metal band, Metallica's, song.
yeap. no typo there.
Metallica's song "One".
the codes between Chris and Emily. as in what they did when they were young. there's a link in the video for One.

oh nvm.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 16:22

Apocalyptica
Date : Friday, 5 December 2008
i like The Rasmus's latest album.
it's called Black Rose.
so, bet you can link the album title to why i like it.
but seriously, the songs are not bad. it's sort of like what u get from The Rasmus. sort of like he usuals.

Apocalyptica. they're quite good. they play the cello. and they headbang[after some time, i got used to the headbanging.] haha. yes, they play metal. loads of Metallica covers. i think they're pretty good. i like the song that featured Adam from Three Days Grace. what's it called again.. ermm..oh yes! "i don't care".



I'm giving up the ghost of love
In the shadows cast on devotion
She is the one that I adore
Queen of my silent suffocation
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:56

low all the time? nah
Date : Thursday, 4 December 2008
if you know me, you 'll that know i like All Time Low. wait, scratch that.
you'll know that i'm an extremely big fan of All Time Low. and Chace Coy.

okay, so, remember We The Kings?
yeah? right, of course you do, how can you when the radio still play Check Yes Juliet(at least once a day) right?
so yes, i was wondering, if We The Kings remained "not so popular" for so many years before finally making it big a few months ago, when will be All Time Low's turn? seriously, i've waited for quiet some time now. even before i fell for We The Kings.
i wont mind if Chace Coy made it big too.
Cobra Starship already got their shot when their song was used on Snakes On Plane. so, when' is All Time Low's?


i cant help it that i love unsigned bands. =)


i was THIS close to getting the Vanity Fair book. too bad they only had 2 copies left and the covers weren't so pretty. picky?of course i am!



i love Starbucks' Caramel Cream Frapuccino. the cashier boy had a cute smile XD
Bubba Gump was okay. the chowder could have been better though =(

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 21:47

magic
Date :
.Designed to kill.


MaeLing. so wrong, it's right. says:
yes my friend, unsexy. only people like me can use the word "unsexy" and at the same time, able to pull it off
MaeLing. so wrong, it's right. says:
jelous yet? >;]
Eddie says:
LOL
Eddie says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA
Eddie says:
OMG
Eddie says:
IM GONNA GO PEEE
Eddie says:
HAHAHAHAHHAA

i hate that guy. he's so mean. he's too straight-forward.hmph.i'm cool okay!


moving on! Criss Angel!

sorry, just had the sudden urge to put his picture here. haha. can't blame me that i was suddenly reminded of my obsession for Criss Angel during the start of the year. =p


and to me, he's the coolest- if not the best - illusionist ever. just, wicked cool.
it's just too bad i dont know any other illusionist.
i won't say he's the sexiest though. sexy body,but not the most.
and now i think i wanna go Luxor. maybe i should go "accidentally" bump into him.




do you believe in magic?
i know i do.


Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 20:43

Doomed Cookie
Date :
of Paper Waffles, Sacred Cookies, Painted Hearts.
gonna hold them close.


i think i'm getting more and more mean day by day.

the school uniform-purchasing-thingy sucks. it really does.

twilight. twice? lol.

i NEED my literature books! like, now! darn. why do they have to all be out of stock?! ugh.

*prays hard that wms teachers wont remember anything about hols homework*
*prays hard Dennis won't leave for further studies*
those who dont know shall remain that way. =p

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 19:21

be my last?
Date : Tuesday, 2 December 2008
my first
my last
my forever.

which reminds me. team edward has a T-Shirt that says :" i'll choose a bloodsucker over a dog anyday". and team Jacob has one that says: "i'll choose a dog over a bloodsucker anyday."
how cute. :D

only a vampire can love you forever. so true.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:26

Paramore- Decode
Date :
How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?

I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides?
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.

Not this time.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.


The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.


How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.


Decode.


To wish for own happiness is not selfish right?
If that's so, i want to hold you as tight as i can.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 22:54

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[Mae Ling]
is a natural pessimist,
goes by the name Mae Ling,
but most of the time it's Ling,
or maybe Mae.
20th April '93
A definate sucker for romance.
has a fondness for anything adorable
photography and music keeps her going.

dreams of, falling in love in Rome,
dating an Irish pilot,
getting married to a British hunk,
and living life in the United Kingdom.
But is sure she'll be a spinster,
stuck in Malaysia for the rest of her life.

sometimes, she's melodramatic.
has the memory of a goldfish.
is a complete klutz.
sometimes,she'd rather die young than get old.

wants to dance under the rain,
watch the sunset and followed by sunrise,
meet prince charming,
be a flashpacker in the distant future.
Flashpacker,NOT Backpacker
complete all these,before she dies

trust me,above isn't copied from anywhere.
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