♥ , So wrong it's right.

shouldnt i be studying?

Date : Monday, 29 September 2008

broken heart - motion city soundtrack
after all - saving abel

tagged by jia yeei

RULE : Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits /things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.No TAG backs!

1. i absolutely HATE waiting. especially waiting for people.

2. i usually wake up with my blanket 'wrapped' around me. which can only mean i roll a lot when i sleep.

3. i dont hide my hatred for anyone well. meaning, if i dont like you, i wont be faking it and you wont see me running to you for a hug or anything like that.

4. i'm actually quite afraid of barbie dolls. even though i used to play with them a lot.

5. i love Gary's songs. but i'm starting to think his fashion sense is extremely weird.(sorry lee ling!)

6. Rafael Nadal has beaten Andy Murray and is now at the top of my-favourite-tennis-players-list. why? cause he swore in spanish and i think it's just plain sexy. ;D

7. i wonder what will it be like to live life as a vampire. cause, won't it be weird to live life on other people's blood?

8. i love Disney movies and i enjoy singing all those Disney songs over and over again with Ching and Yagnesh and any other 3C-ian.

9. after that Saturday's(20th sept) Sunway Frisbee Open, i cant wait to try playing frisbee.

10. i think scouting for hot guys is fun! dont you agree?

11. i like songs where the lead singer(obviously male) sounds as if he's singing the song to me. just me. =)

12. i do have doubts that i will spend this whole week studying for PMR. seriously, does completing this tag look like studying to you?!

13. i like and am attracted to anything that has to do with the number 7. and also the colour blue.

14. i like going quizilla once in awhile and see what kind of stories other people write. it's fun!

15. i still like playing Ragnarok. A LOT.

Tag goes to :
1. Juin
2. Ching
3. Sam
4. Joey (fung)
5. Sis
6. Kharenee
7. Kher Shin
8. anyone else?
9. feel free to do it
10. that, is if u would like to =)

after all the pain you put me through
i can't stand to see the sight of you
and you won't drown me in your misery
you left to find someone else to be your company

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 14:38

Don't believe everything happiness says,

Date : Friday, 26 September 2008

nothing feels better than hiding these days.

ohhH! sam! ching! Morticia's husband is called Gomez! not mortimer! sorry! hahaaha

ANYWAY, went to Sunway Frisbee Open last Saturday. mind you, they were good! all of them i mean. as in teams from Sunway, Nottingham, SMJK Katholik, USJ8, INTI, Monash(cant remember what other teams there are right now) so yeah, went Sunway University College's field, watched a few matches, went home. simple process. oh! not to mention, finally met all those people that i've been hearing so much about from my sister. finally got the chance to match faces to names. and, sze jin(think thats how it's spelt) is as friendly as mentioned. Also, i spotted a rather good looking guy(in other words : hot guy) but sis and sze jin still thinks their jeff is better looking. hmph.

[pictures will be up soon]

you know, my original intention of updating my blog today is because of all the funny(sort of) things that happened today.

From Azmir's attempt to get Ching to see whats so great about Dota to Yagnesh and Ching having to wait with me outside Pn. Noor's staffroom to collect my confiscated books(only to find the prefects bringing the books to 3C to get those ppl to pay.so much for waiting there for 25 minutes)

From our last friday lunch spent talking about PS2 games, the Adams family,and other online games to Ching and Yagnesh scribbling the whiteboard and playing tic-tac-toe while mdm was giving a 'quiz'? and most importantly, to Amir's sweet gesture of love for his girl. too bad it's all ruined.

Ching, thanks for letting me rant! i really needed it. really needed to get it out of my system.good for health! =) and also, thanks for the many other things u helped me with. You were really, a great company! now, how am i suppose to survive when u're gone for aus?! because i'm chicked by ching. haha. i love our try-and-figure-out-what-this-they-mean-with these-lyrics sessions!

and Eddie(even though i am 100% positive he never ever reads my blog) thanks for making me laugh. and thanks for saying that u want to know what i'm going through because you are such a good friend.(perasan much?) and that because i'm feeling down, i should tell you even though u were so sleepy. (mind you,all i told him was just a-1-sentence statement as a summary. he decided to stay on his own will. and we ended up talking abt songs and random crappy stuff)

since i'm at it, Yagnesh too! for accompanying me when i went to collect my books during lunch eventhough i said i can do it on my own(after complaining that him and ching were mean for letting me go on my own). Yagnesh's reason for following me? afraid i'd look like a fool standing there amongst the form1s and 2s. although i denied, i was really afraid that i would look like one.

oh! i'm actually taking part in the Wesleyanpics[wesley olympics] human fussball! hahaha, Xia and I will be the 2 girls! and we both think that we should be called BBQ humans.(think table fussball). but since mdm cecilia wanted only one word, we picked BBQ instead. haha. FYI, i have not kicked a football before. not that i can remember.

Eddié - 3 words, 8 letters. says:
It's like it's hard saying bye to you
Eddié - 3 words, 8 letters. says:
lol
Eddié - 3 words, 8 letters. says:
I keep saying bye
Eddié - 3 words, 8 letters. says:
& bye
Eddié - 3 words, 8 letters. says:
& bye & bye
MaeLing. so wrong, it's right. says:
but never leave?
Eddié - 3 words, 8 letters. says:
But I don't go off

it's so true. haha, we went on saying byes and goodnights for quite some time. XD
the other day, Dearest sis and her friend Anna were so kind to point out all the flaws my dear blog has when in reality, i was very much alive and was standing behind my sis when their msn conversation went on. hmph.

you know what? i think this is by far longest post ever. also, there's no pictures which makes this even longer?

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:57

Dear Juliet

Date : Friday, 19 September 2008

Don't you just LOVE Chase Coy?!

oh! and Disney too! no connection between them but yeah, cant help it, just popped into my mind. tehee

"If anybody tries to drive you girls away... give him hell."- Juin's mum

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 20:01

let go

Date :

it's alright 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown.

my finger that bleed in school was bleeding again just now. and when i pressed my finger onto the tissue, it formed a red heart. =)

do you know that i feel a stab in my heart whenever i see you.
but why is it that everywhere i go, i still see you? won't someone tell me?
and i know that it's not just because your face is the first i scan for in the crowd.
why can't i be heartless? would it be easier? then i wouldnt have to feel at all.

drink up, baby down
mmm, are you in or are you out
leave your things behind
'cause it's all going off without you
excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy
these mishaps
you bubble wrap
when you've no idea what you're like

Find a pretty girl, make her yours, hold her, hug her, kiss her, anything! better yet, do it in front of me. then only will reality hit me in the head. then only will i let go. or it could all backfire and i might fall deeper into your love spell and i might not be able to climb back up.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 20:01

Fear of flying

Date : Sunday, 7 September 2008

I had this dream that I was on an airplane
afraid to fly
So i tipped my head to the side and I whispered
to this man that was in the isle
I said "do you know how long it takes before we die?"
and then I rolled awake

Can you take me back to the person I used to be
Back when you were there for me
I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please
Way back when we were stupid
held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my god, how ridiculous were we

ever wondered if another person in this world is thinking the exact same thoughts as you?

If I am a clock
Than your are the time
I'm patiently waiting
When you're out of line
I'm counting the times
When you've lied to my face
My hands were full
Not a second to waste

~~OHHHH, the twilight soundtracks are, pretty nice. i like River Flows In You. Heard it on myspace. [whoooops! false alarm!]~~

Quinnie shattered my dreams of getting-a-pilot-husband-in-the-future.
how heartbreaking. hey, a girl can always hope.

anyway, ANYONE INTERESTED in getting me The Last Mistake hoodie? =D it looks pretty! actually, it's quite plain and simple but yeah, it still looks quite nice!

Bubblegums are bad for your health. yeap. bad. therefore, we should not think too much about bublegums. yeap.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 16:23

Still Doll

Date : Monday, 1 September 2008

guess what, it's RAE'S 15th BIRTHDAY!!!!

hahaha, went hyper after wishing her at 12 yesterday.
IM-ed her, sms-ed her, e-mailed her, really close to calling her but decided not to cause other people would want to sms her and obviously would expect a reply?(see how considerate i am!) thinking if i should drop a comment on her friendster and facebook page. should i? hehe.

noooo,my little sweeney todd(is that what i called it?) is..is.. not filled with all my beloved british-boy-bands-songs. oh well. need to refix my list of songs again. hehe.
i really really dread going to school these days. dont know why.

Went to Michelle's(sister's friend) house on Saturday and watched Enchanted. =) and, i must admit, i agree with Michelle's that the manga for Vampire Knight is better than the anime. don't know why, just think is better. maybe cause they look hotter/better in the manga. haha.

love this one, so proud of myself. xD

the cupcakes i baked during the holidays =) incase you still haven't figure it out, the bottom one meant to be a cookie monster.

i NEEEEED VK season 2[VK Guilty]. but noooo, it's only coming out in October. and guess what, coincidently, PMR is in October too! joy. just what i want. hmph!
but look on the bright side, i think i'm going on a holiday after PMR! ha! another thing to look forward to in PMR. 2 against 1. yeah, that will do.

Crap, Kanon Wakeshima's Still Doll is stuck in my head. and have you seen the way she plays the cello? amazing! and, she's pretty. *jelous*
"You have stopped opening your heart to me. That's the only thing about you that has change."
-Kaname Kuran

Hi miss alice
Anata garasu no
Me de donna yume wo
Mirareru no?
Mirareru no?

Mata atashi
Kokoro ga sakete

Nagarederu

Tsukurotta
Sukima ni sasaru

Kioku-tachi

Hi Miss Alice
Anata kajitsu no kuchi de
Dare ni ai wo
Nageteiru no?

Nageiteiru no?

Mou atashi
Kotoba wo tsumugu
Shita no netsu
Samekitte

Mederu outa mo

Utaenai

Still you do not answer

Hi Miss Alice

With your glass eyes

What kind of dream

Can you see?

Are you fascinated with?

Still

My heart tears

And drifts

Stuck in the patched crevices

Are memories

Hi Miss Alice

With that fruitful lips

To whom does love

Is cast away?

Is lamented?

Already

I spin my words

Feverish tongue

Has turned cold

The song to love

Can't be sung either

Still you do not answer

Love.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 18:09

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[Mae Ling]
is a natural pessimist,
goes by the name Mae Ling,
but most of the time it's Ling,
or maybe Mae.
20th April '93
A definate sucker for romance.
has a fondness for anything adorable
photography and music keeps her going.

dreams of, falling in love in Rome,
dating an Irish pilot,
getting married to a British hunk,
and living life in the United Kingdom.
But is sure she'll be a spinster,
stuck in Malaysia for the rest of her life.

sometimes, she's melodramatic.
has the memory of a goldfish.
is a complete klutz.
sometimes,she'd rather die young than get old.

wants to dance under the rain,
watch the sunset and followed by sunrise,
meet prince charming,
be a flashpacker in the distant future.
Flashpacker,NOT Backpacker
complete all these,before she dies

trust me,above isn't copied from anywhere.
it's from where beats fastest when i see you.

Pause. Play. Rewind.

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com