♥ , So wrong it's right.

i want u out.

Date : Sunday, 29 April 2007

u n i both know, either one of us hav to giv way...
i choose to giv my all to u.
u took it all.
u stab-ed me right in my heart.
get lost.

i'm bleeding on the inside n crying on the out.
there's lots more questions n my mind for u but i just dont know how to ask u.
but still...i'm letting u keep what i choose to give up n it's now urs...
just dont treat me dis way.

would u be my penguin and make me laugh? or at least make me smile..

-Ling

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 18:29

random poems

Date : Thursday, 26 April 2007

A Friend's Love says:
" If you ever need anything,I'll be there."
True Love says:
" You'll never need anything;I'll be there."
- Jimi Hollemans -

Love means the warmth of the sun,
the aroma of a rose,
the breeze of the sea,
but as you can seeit never means the same for anyone.
Love acquires its true meaning
by experiencing it for the first time
because only then can you define it.
- Nestor Gallardo -

I wish I were dancing
Floating across the floor
He is wearing a suit
I, a gown
The music, sweet and melodious
Finds me twirling in a fantasy land
Filled with happiness
Laughter
Love
His warm embrace
Tickles my senses
And my heart surges forward
And then
As I am looking into his eyes
Searching every corner of his perfect soul
I stop
And realize that I'm not in a ballroom
Not in a gown
I'm just standing, staring into his eyes
And I'm dancing
- Jennifer Suzanne Brown -

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 18:09

random day.

Date :

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!! new song ppl!! i changed it!! ahha..it's by gary!! hahah! i'm so sry if u hate gary or if the song annoys u..but i just LOVE the guy and his songs!!! heehhe... girl talk is fun..hahaha! especially when there's a guy there...xD ding sheng decided to b a girl n joined a girl talk..hhahaha... it was funny..n raelene wasnt in the modd to b hyper..haha.. n wee kii started doing hw after awhile..n ding sheng went off long ago..hahaha.. den i went..n left the wee kii n the raelene behind..xD

i hate fitness tests... cz i tend to fail it... so..today we had to run 10 rounds around the basketballcourt... stoopid running..i cant run for nuts larh! ran 3 rounds n my waist bone started hurtin like shyte! freaking crap! kinda walked my way to the end..instead of run..or jog.. so..obviously i got last rite? Quinnie's was worse(her pain at the waist/tummy) she was in tears..n hers was raising up to the tummy... luckily mine was just pain at the waist bonney~ cant laff to hard otherwise it'll hurt...stoopid..it's supposed to be gone by now.==" haha took a long time to walk back up to class..xD

do u still want ur elephant?
bu yao(dont want)
sure?
yes..wo bu yao le(i dont want it already)u take it larh.
yay! come lets pull it! u pull one side i pull the other!
*minutes later..the elephants arms n legs n head..are like taggling frm its body
O_O how can u b so evil..
u said u dont want marh
come! lets cut it!

there goes the lil elephant...
but anyway..they already turned the innocent elephant into a sick elephant... boys will always b boys xD

kayx..dats all for now...

-Ling

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 00:24

Date : Tuesday, 24 April 2007

i felt like posting some pics..so..here u go..

adorable lil porcupine frm me to her!

long long ago..at Kharenee's..

Maxine dearest~!

cheerleaders! cant see who's who anyway..

gtg sleep...reali tired....2 posts in a day...b PROUD of me..

-Ling

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:10

one way ticket to Sabah..only for 2L..~

Date :

guess wad? i'm going to Sabah~! hahah! sing with me people!!!! ahhaha!
kinda expensive thou....amazing thing dat my parents allow.. haha.. its for the L class peoples!!! why? cause we ROCK~! xD

oh!!! n also~~~~ hahaha..i got chocolate frm anisha!!! u shud see how big the bar of chocolate is!!! hahahhah! it started melting..told u school was hot..haha..so anyway..it's in the fridge now..wakkaka..havent eat yet..gonna go try it later.haha..it looks yummy!! n den!

picked my sis up frm her hostel on saturday~~n den..there she was...holding a nice paper bag..n den..she came in the car..n she passed it to ME!hahaha! n inside there was a grey teddy bear!!! frm memory lane!! so.. it's SOFT!!!!!! n it's MINE!!!! hahaha... hugged it n the monkey frm juinnie to sleep..hahaha! so nice to hug them!! wakakaka..

finally...i found sum1 who thinks dat bollywood(not bodywood)movies are cool...haha.. ah chai thinks it cool~! wakakka...
*watching bollywood movie n tv*
y are u watching indian movie? where got nice one?
it's cool ok...it's nice!
no wonder y u look like indian..
=="

dats wad my dad used to say.. haha.. indian movies r cool kay! but i dun get y dun would suddenly dance n sing.. n they would b on one mountain this minute..n then next..they'll b on another mountain super far away frm the 1st..but it's cool!

-Ling

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 22:13

<3 u guys!

Date : Friday, 20 April 2007

hahaha!!!! i love u guys lar wei!! sweetest frens any1 could hav! n i'm proud to say i'm a lucky girl! hahah...all the presents! nice lar! when i went on the bus...dis was wad li-sha said

happy birthday mae ling! y didnt tell me its ur birthday? den i can let u rest during gymrama practise.

hahaha...thank u to all the wonderful ppl who wished me! even those dat i dun reali knoe..or they dun reali knoe me wished me too! ahha!

got reali nice present frm reali reali reali sweet ppl! haha!
hweizee asked me wad was the time on my phone yesterday..so dat she could msg me on time! ahhah but juin was earlier! hhaha!

prezzie revealing time! ^^(mind me...i'm bored..n i wanna show off abit)
rae,hweizee,yinhuan,peggy-lots n lots n lots of chocy!!!! hahaha! love the chocs n them to bits!!
juin-an EXTREMELY ADORABLE monkey with a banana on its tail! (it's blushing! says KK)
weekii-a handphone cushion..ahha..dunno wads it called lar..but its SOFT~n its in baby blue!
KK-a reali NICE black shirt! n an esprit...er...pencil box is it?its baby blue too~!
yihui,maxine,mingyen,steffi,elora,jien lynn, szeyinn,ding sheng,yuken,rebecca n audrey- few earrings(think its 4), a pink piggy bank(doggy bank actually),purple heart shaped pen n a reali nice phone strap!
angeline-two small soft toys
jiayeei(half of her prezzie)-asked peak sheng to make them sing happy b'day song for me^^ hahah! thx! ahha!
delicia-for giving me kisses xD
the rest-hugx n wishes!^.^

hahha! love all of them!those who wished n those who gave n those who remembered! they r the people who makes ur world so great.wanna see the pics? hahaha...i shall snap pics of them n show u ppl who wanna see! lolx...i'm lame lar..i know...but just get along wit it..it is MY day after all xD!! haha.
hmmm..just realised smtg...with all these huggx frm all these wonderful ppl..i can actually removed 'comforting hugz' frm my wishlist!(not-so-top right corner) xD

heart all u oh-so-wonderful ppl~!

-Ling

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 15:45

update lor! xD

Date : Tuesday, 17 April 2007

update ur blog lar.
dis wad jia yeei says everyday!
finally she gets wad she wants isnt it? ahha... bet she's just plain bored of seeing the same old entry everytime she comes? isnt it? XD

guess wad people... loges is gonan change our places on monday...the class cheers. not me..haha...i want ming yen! lil chubby cheeks they say! haha. i want her beside me lar! she doesnt mind dat i talk crap every minute..lolx...

Happy Birthday KHARENEE!!
Happy Birthday HOOI CHING!!
Happy Birthday YEE THENG!!

sum1 got orchid o! xD!! i want!! haha! nvm...i shall not hav the same flower(orchid la) for my b'day...lolx..ppl....listen...i want BLACK ROSE!! lolx...wanna get me dat? i'll love u like mad! hahah! kidding lar..i want gary..dats all..lolx.. kay..gtg...will TRY to update tmmrw or smtg..=]

boston by augustana rocks!

-Ling

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 23:10

poems...hahaha

Date : Monday, 9 April 2007

AHAHHAHAHAHAH!! i got dis e-mail frm a cousin of mine.. ahhaha...its so cool!! dis is how the e-mail goes..

A local newspaper ran a competition asking for a rhyme with the most romantic first line... but the least romantic second line. Here are some of the entries they received...

I thought that I could love no other
Until, that is, I met your brother.

Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.

Oh loving beauty you float with grace
If only you could hide your face

Kind, intelligent, loving and hot;
This describes everything you are not

I want to feel your sweet embrace
But don't take that paper bag off of your face

I love your smile, your face, and your eyes
Damn, I'm good at telling lies!

My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife:
Marrying you screwed up my life

I see your face when I am dreaming.
That's why I always wake up screaming

My love, you take my breath away.
What have you stepped in to smell this way

My feelings for you no words can tell,
Except for maybe "go to hell"

hahaha! it's so cool!!!n funny n cool!

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 21:45

Date : Thursday, 5 April 2007

nice?nice?nice?nice?nice?

sure nice lar!! my artwork! ahha!not art as in drawing lar obviously..
snapped dis pic long long long ago..i LIKE it! haha! so if u dont like it..too bad! u cant do anything abt it! xD

-Ling

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 21:20

Date : Tuesday, 3 April 2007

YanYan...
YanYan...
YanYan...
where r u larh..? y lar must go hostel stay? i shall pay for a driver to send u to college everyday so u dun hav to stay there...den i got company..gud idea rite? i feel so...emo.... plain words cant explain how i feel inside...

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 22:22

april fool...

Date : Sunday, 1 April 2007

happy april fool day!! haahhahah!!! got a prank call frm sum1 who sounds awfully like ivan ==" n also few other frens tired to fool me!!they failed la obviously..hahaha..
anyway..was searchign for gensomaden saiyuki's songs at imeem just now...n guess wad? i found a song dat sounds seriosuly like blur hse gynrama song...dis yr one lar.. but ours is a lil diff....n doesnt hav teh guy singing...anyway..the song is 'for real'..gensomaden saiyuki..ahhaha...nice!

-Ling

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 17:36

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[Mae Ling]
is a natural pessimist,
goes by the name Mae Ling,
but most of the time it's Ling,
or maybe Mae.
20th April '93
A definate sucker for romance.
has a fondness for anything adorable
photography and music keeps her going.

dreams of, falling in love in Rome,
dating an Irish pilot,
getting married to a British hunk,
and living life in the United Kingdom.
But is sure she'll be a spinster,
stuck in Malaysia for the rest of her life.

sometimes, she's melodramatic.
has the memory of a goldfish.
is a complete klutz.
sometimes,she'd rather die young than get old.

wants to dance under the rain,
watch the sunset and followed by sunrise,
meet prince charming,
be a flashpacker in the distant future.
Flashpacker,NOT Backpacker
complete all these,before she dies

trust me,above isn't copied from anywhere.
it's from where beats fastest when i see you.

Pause. Play. Rewind.

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com