Rumored Nights
I never thought the whispers were true till now.
Frozen in time
Date : Tuesday, 29 November 2011
Just need to get this out.

November 24, 2011 will be a day I hope to remember for as long as I can.
Until now I don't know if you meant it to be an actual date or not. But thank you very much, it was my first simple and cliched date. Dinner and then a late night movie. Thank you for being the gentleman that you are. You didn't disappoint at all (:

And I hope you'll find a better girl because I think I'm so so so, very close to edge of falling already. It won't do any of us any good.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 03:36

vor v zakone
Date : Saturday, 10 September 2011
Just finished watching Eastern Promises (2007) and right now, I'm extremely fascinated by the vor v zakone ("thieves of law") tattoos that russian mafias have on their body. So intrigued with how a tattoo actually tells their rank, their past, their convictions, their story. So fascinating.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 19:11

"An idle mind is the devil's workshop"
Date : Thursday, 20 January 2011
I like being at home when it's quiet and I hate being around in the evenings because the noise kills me. It's always a 'shout here, shout there' situation.
Personally, I like the peace and quiet. It's perfect for some thinking and whatnot. But someday, I'm going to miss all these noise.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 17:35

Date : Monday, 20 December 2010
Exams are over and I think I'm supposed to be free for awhile. I mean, high school's over man. It's the end! So yeah, I'll probably come back and update this blog whenever I'm free. Right now, I just need to live by the moments, catch up on movies and series and pick a damn course and a college to attend.

and I'm thinking of removing the playlist, so yay! no more annoying music whenever you read. Only, I'll get to it when I'm free... or in the mood. heh.
And I admit, I love my Tumblr more, so obviously, my Tumblr will always be updated, compared to here. ;)

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 22:16

Date : Tuesday, 5 October 2010
For the past few days, or weeks, or past month, I've been doing a lot of thinking. They're thoughts on nothing in particular, more like random thoughts. Stray thoughts. Recently, there seems to be many things that act as triggers. Funny how someone else's longing gaze could leave me thinking about my future. Or how my grandmother's cough( in her sleep?) in the middle of the night could leave me thinking about how I haven't been the granddaughter that I used to be. Basically, a lot of random events/objects could leave me deep in my thoughts. These things trigger thoughts.

Perhaps somewhere along this year, or maybe it was sometime before but I only noticed it now, I lost some emotions. The truth is, I just haven't felt in a long while. It's a bit like being lost, not knowing what to do. Very often, I wonder how is it that I can feel so empty. How is that actually possible? How can you actually feel empty inside?

And I used to be so sure of what I want to do with my life. What I want in my life. But lately, that's just not the case. I have been so fickle-minded lately that it scares me. Just thinking about the future scares me. But in the end, the choices I will have to make will ultimately have to be based on two things, however much or little, the two things still matter. In the end, it will still be whether I would pick "passion" or "security". So far, one can only exist without the other. So I'm still left with the one important question : which is more important to me?

And you know what scares me the most? This lost feeling. Not knowing what to do, what to think, what to choose. I feel like whatever lays ahead of me is just a vast emptiness. It's all gray. Nothing is clear, nothing is known. I suppose it's a bit like a blank canvas, it's up to me how it ends up as. Only, in life there's undoing things. You can't just throw the canvas away and start afresh, can you?
But yet I'm still not quite lost. 'Cause I know that I have a great bunch of friends that matter. They do things for me that I am entirely grateful of. I guess you could say that I traded away one in exchange for all of my old friendships back. And the truth is, I don't regret it a bit. In fact, if things hadn't turn out the way they are now, I might actually regret instead. I actually feel free now. In a way, it's a chance to mend old friendships. Those that had fallen out. So, don't you think it's a good deal? Personally, I think it's great. I've missed a lot of people.

Do you get the whole point of this? I'm not too sure I do actually. Maybe I should lay off thinking! it kind of makes me sound suicidal, haha.

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 01:20

GaGa vs. Potter
Date : Saturday, 4 September 2010

got it from here!

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 22:37

Dreaming out loud
Date : Wednesday, 1 September 2010
Exams sucked badly. And tomorrow's not gonna get better either. Forget it, I'm packing my bags and leaving for Hogwarts!

Baby,top. || a piece of maeling's mind, 17:25


[Mae Ling]
is a natural pessimist,
goes by the name Mae Ling,
but most of the time it's Ling,
or maybe Mae.
20th April '93
A definate sucker for romance.
has a fondness for anything adorable
photography and music keeps her going.

dreams of, falling in love in Rome,
dating an Irish pilot,
getting married to a British hunk,
and living life in the United Kingdom.
But is sure she'll be a spinster,
stuck in Malaysia for the rest of her life.

sometimes, she's melodramatic.
has the memory of a goldfish.
is a complete klutz.
sometimes,she'd rather die young than get old.

wants to dance under the rain,
watch the sunset and followed by sunrise,
meet prince charming,
be a flashpacker in the distant future.
Flashpacker,NOT Backpacker
complete all these,before she dies

trust me,above isn't copied from anywhere.
it's from where beats fastest when i see you.

Pause. Play. Rewind.

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com


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